im really sorry i havent updated in ages :( ok so .... this is the next part. erm idk tbh. 5sos ARE coming up hopefully in the next/ 4 chapter. im trying to set the sceene to yh. i hope you enjoy :)
life goes on. i guess we can say that. everyone has their own life and problems and they just have to deal with it. but sometimes it hard to do that. you cant just deal with it all by yourself . many people hold it in too much and try to handle too much by themselves and that isnt too right. many people become depressed and you sometimes cant even tell. they scream out for help inside their little shell but the sound that escapes is only a little whisper that catches no ones attention. they hide it with a smile whilst their inside is falling to pieces like a little glass angel thrown from a heaven and smashed on the hard concrete of life. thats why deppresion isnt normaly found untill it gets so hard for someone you can see it. but before they're closed up in a cage. as i have found out it normally happens because of "presser given by others towards you or the thought of imperfect image you see in yourself". i dont think its that simple if im honest. sometimes it's hard for the "victim" to explain and understand it themselves, let alone explain it to others. i know what it's like. im not saying im depressed but i think i can just understand. obviously i know whats it like to be down. but depression is much more. you feel worthless and terrible and it's hard to explain unless you've been throught it. i really started thinking about this cuz i came across a test. i was doing 5sos quizes and then i ended up on a page that asks you questions and then it tells you whether you are depressed. to be honest it's really stupid. like how can some question potray that.. its not that easy. but anyway it said that i was " near depressed". the questions were something like
"whats your self esteem"
"do you cry often"
,"do you get upset about little thing"
i might have a low self esteem but thats because i'm avarage, i may cry but thats because everyone cries, and even if i get upset about little things it doesn't mean anything because im not deppresed.
idk sorry ,i saw this test and i thought how kinda stupid it is to judge this by some questions, like idk. so i thought ill write about this, im not sure wether its good but yh here you go. :) please dont take this wrong like you might find those question helpful this is just a stroy so yh. ok . bye
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Fanfican ordinary girl called Kate just like most people around her is a fangirl and loves 5sos.She's a Calum girl and when the chance comes to finally meet her "future husband" thing don't seem to go to plan and someone way more out of her limit seems to...
