Imagines ✔

Star Gazing

☆ Dakotah ☆

My chin laid in my hands as I stared at C/N. I've been crushing on him for about 4 months now. I just love those dark brown eyes, with the hair to match it.

"He's just so dreamy." Everyone in the classes eyes land on me as I nervously chuckle pulling my hair into my mouth and chewing it a little. A nervous habit of mine. I slide down in my chair a little while I hate myself a little more and more.

"I see that you're star gazing." The girl sitting infront of me said.

"Yeahhh I guess you could say that, can you imaginr actually going star gazing with him. I'd most likely die. You know if we had one of those romantic lit up dinners in the back of a truck cabbie cudding up in dozens of blankets and pillows while staring up at the stars." My face was starting to hurt from smiling so much.

"Aweee, you are so whipped." She was now gawking over the two of us. I laughed nervously again, looking back over at C/N. Hes so beautiful.

The next day I was at my locker when the girl from yesterday slipped me a note. I gave her a weird look as she walked away.

I slowly opened the note seeing perfect handwriting.

~I would love to go stargazing with you too.. Meet me at the park tomorrow night at 8. I hope to see you there. -C/N

WUT... WUT.. WUT. NO NO NO. I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE TOLD HIM!!

I have them both in my next class.. Crapppppoo.

I take my seat, slidding down a little. My anxiety rising and rising. The weight in my chest getting heavier and heavier.

"Chillax Dakotah." Y/F/N said sitting in front of you just like yesterday.

"How do you even know him?" I saw him walk through the door, not staring today.

"He's my cousin. C/N come here!" I stood up when she called his name walking away from the table to another one that one of my friends was at.

The day buzzed by slowly, Almost Anxiety Attacks coming and going. Everytime he looked at me in the halls, I just wad terrifed he was laughing at me on the inside.

We don't know how boys think, heck boys don't even know what they are thinking half the time.

Maybe he just feels bad for me because I have this hopeless crush on him, and doesn't want to hurt my feelings. Leading me on will hurt me more than just being honest in the first place.

I sigh shutting off the television. I had just finished the first season of Greys Anatomy. It was getting dark our, and I still haven't decided if Im going to go and meet C/N tonight.

My moms gonna be at work, my dad's already sleeping and my siblings are out of town. Its not like I have anything amusing to do here.

I looked over at the stove reading the time. 7:45. I jog up the stairs, making sure to be quiet so I don't wake my father. I throw on a hoodie, I decide not to change out of my sweats and just go as is.

I basically run to the park, I was almost late considering. I had just decided I wanted to go. Who knows what could happen.