25 Days Till Christmas...BPP Style

December 14- Peace Trotter

I'm sorry I'm leaving. I don't want to go without you. I won't. Painted Pencil, will you marry me?
I finished reading the note with the diamond studded ring. Tears spurn to everypony's eyes.
"Yes Sturdy! Yes!" Pencil yelled as if he could hear her from Manehatten.
"Aww, congrats Pencil!" Blue pulled her in for a hug. I looked at my friend with disbelief.
"You're... you're leaving us?" I asked with a heavy heart that knows the answer.
Pencil sighed. "I'm sorry Trotter. But I have to be with Sturdy. I love him."
Something dark held back for a long time snapped inside of me. "You love him? So you don't love us?"
Blue took a step forward. "Peace..."
"No!" I snapped. "She doesn't love us. And she's leaving 11 days before Christmas!"
Pencil had a guilty look on her face. "Peace you have to understand."
My face twisted into rage. "Understand? UNDERSTAND! I do understand! I 'understand' that I had a choice to move when my parents did to the a Crystal Empire! I 'understand' that I didn't because I didn't want to leave you two! I 'understand' how they died on the way there! I 'understand' the pain in my heart! And I 'understand' that maybe I should've gone with them!"
My friends looked at me stunned. I never really told them about my parent's death. I did tell them they moved, but I didn't finish the story. "T-trotter..." Pencil started.
"Why didn't you tell us?" Blue finished.
I turned away. "It doesn't matter now. I'm out." Before another word could be spoken, I rose my hind legs and kicked open the door. My wings spread out and felt the cool air when I flew with them as fast as they could go. I didn't know where I was going, but I couldn't stay here.
My secret was too much.