HARRY:
I got up from the table, putting all of the papers and photos back in Louis’ box and taping it closed again when I couldn’t bear to look at the items any more. I wiped the tears from my cheeks and put the box back in the closet where I found it. I debated calling Louis again, but decided against it. He would come back when he was ready. If he was ever ready. He needed time. I called Liam and Zayn and Niall all again to see if they had seen him anywhere. They hadn’t. And I would be lying if I said it didn’t feel like a kick in the gut to not know where he was.
***
“What’s your name?” he asked, playing with the buttons on his shirt.
“Harry.” I answered, turning away to hide the blush that dusted across my cheeks and smoothing my shirt with my palms.
“Louis.” He smiled and held it his hand out to me. I enclosed it in mine and shook it lightly.
“Nice to meet you.” I said smiling.
“You too.” He laughed and poked his finger at my dimples, causing a giggle to rumble through my chest. “You’re cute.” He whispered in my ear and I felt my face heat up more than it already was while my head got light.
“I- Thanks…” I rubbed my hands on my jeans nervously.
In the days that followed, I discovered that that was just Louis. He was sweet and affectionate. He wasn’t afraid of people mistaking his complements and gestures for being gay. I guess he just didn’t care at that point. He was always flamboyant and energetic. He was always Louis.
***
“I, I didn’t get it.” I whispered.
“Oh Harry. I’m so sorry. I know how bad you wanted this.” He said, wrapping his arms around me, causing me to sink into him, burying my face in his neck.
“Lou?” I asked softly, lifting my head.
“Yeah?”
“Thank you.” I breathed.
“For what?” he chuckled.
“For being here.” I smiled. No one was ever there for me like Louis. I never knew what it was like to have someone until him.
“Don’t thank me. I want to be here.” He assured me with a firm nod of his head.
“I know. I just don’t have a lot of people who care about me. You’re really important to me.” I said, inhaling his scent. “You’re everything to me.”
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True Lies (Larry Stylinson)
FanficLouis is gay. Harry isn't. Louis is in love with Harry. Harry isn't in love with Louis. Louis and Harry's friendship slowly falls apart, much like Louis' sanity after he admits to loving his friend more than he should. Harry doesn't seem to think mu...