My Foolish Empress

Chapter 6

Time flew fast when you least expected.

I shocked how much my adopted son had grown. He already 4 years old. He already able to bath himself, clothes himself and even feed himself. I miss bathing him, clothing him and feeding him.

Now, the emperor send him away for school. I understand school important but he still so little.

"I wish i could spend more time with my cute son... " I mulled.

I feel alone.

The emperor however practically missed his son childhood. I wish he take short break from his duty and spend time with his son. And also me. I tuned down my voice.

I heard the emperor other wife jealous the emperor no longer visit them, saying emperor mostly spend with me but i also didnt receive visit from emperor.

Plus, i find the harem grew less and less and i heard some of the minister was demoted and new minister reinstated.

I quickly dismiss the taught and living my usual life. I ended grew myself another garden inside my courtyard. My son loved homemade meal from me. Every noon during his school break, he would come to accompany me eat before return again to school.

My son just return back to his school after finish his meal together with me.

Here i am changing my clothes into servant clothes ready to leave when the maid stopped me.

After long compromise, i finally allow to leave with them accompany me. That day i decide to spy on my son at school. The guard allow me and my maid enter upon knowing my identity as empress.

I peeked into little opening and find more adorable children inside the room. But seeing my son, i think he still the most cutest among them.

All of them study diligently, listening to the old teacher teaching in front of them.

I bit perplexed with my son sitting position, his seating position was isolated from the rest of the other children. I feel angry my son was being ignore by the other children.

The maid coax me to return to my courtyard now i have seen my son. I reluctantly return home with them.

I was awake whole night thinking about my poor son, i feel the reason he was bully because i was weak empress, i feel guilt for my son.

The maid shocked when seeing me with red eyes.

"It all my fault, he got bully...Now he has no friend... because he didnt want me to worry, he purposely didnt told me... " I cried again.

Maid POV

We were shocked when we find the empress with red eyes next morning.

He keep lamenting about his son being bullied and he was the reason his son being bullied and his son hide he being bullied.

We confuse what the empress meant his son being bullied.

The crown prince was very popular in his class so much he purposely create a distance between him and his classmate. He loved the empress so much that he hated other contact except from the empress.

When he with the empress, he was sweet and innocent child but when the empress gone, he revert back being the cold child. We swear, he grew more like his father, the emperor.

End Maid POV

I was greeted by my son. He just got home from school. I pretend i didnt know his 'secret' and ask his day at school. He happily retold all he do in his school. I praise for his effort.

We ate together as usual before he return to his own quarter. The imperial guard alway arrive in same time to invite him home. I wish he could just stay here with me.

That night i began planning my plan of getting my son a friend but i find only solution was giving him a sibling as friend. But, the emperor never once visit me. I feel sad the plan failed before i even started.

I continue being optimist with my plan, if the emperor couldnt spend time with me then i can make time to spend with him.

Next day, i ask the maid everything about the baby conceivation. She was confuse with my strange question but still answer regardless. My cheek turn bright red listening the maid explanation. Unfortunately, i have to have multiple sexual intercourse before i can successfully conceive. I dont dare think how much i will be in pain having my a** 'stabbed' by the emperor massive d**k. Then, after i conceive, i still have to wait 9 month with my swollen belly and body ache.

I shudder when listening the maid explain the pain of childbirth. I almost decide to quit but for my son i'm willing to make sacrifice.

For preparation, i will start my plan tommorow night. The eunuch responsible in teaching me how pleasure the emperor said i need to dress seductively to get the emperor in the mood. I lament i have to wear the clothes i dislike to get the emperor in the mood.

Son POV

I feel bored being in class. I already learned all the lesson the teacher teach me but i choose to hide my talent and being ordinary child.

Regardless, i still popular among my classmates. But other than my stepmother, i dislike their contact. So with cold glare i create a distance between myself and them. They still idolize toward me but they fear to get close with me.

I arrive in class from eating lunch with my stepmother when i find my table filled with gift, i knew it from my classmates. I gather all the gift and gave it to my imperial guard and told them to get rid of it. I swore i will never receive other gift unless it from my stepmother.

I smiled thinking about my stepmother. He only person i can openly trust. I swore i will grew up fast and protect him from anyone try to harm him.

End Son POV

I decide to visit the emperor tonight. I find out from my maid that the emperor had been staying in his study room since the past weeks.

I was shameful by the revealing clothes i wear. I was having second taught leaving my house with such clothes. I ended wearing a layer of coat to hide the revealing clothes i wear.

I gave one last time glance of myself inside the mirror before decide to leave the room secretly.

However, i was startled when i heard a knock on my door. I was having second thought of opening the door. I already arrange my maid to rest.

"Mummy, are you sleeping?... " A soft voice heard outside the door.