2gether: Our Side of Story

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Clock's ticking was the only sound resonated inside Tine's room.

He's lying down on his bed, still shocked by what happened when he talked to Sarawat.

He was kissed.

His finger gently touched his own lips.

The most shocking part for Tine is that, he doesn't hate it.

'Why...' still feeling the lips that was touched against Sarawat's.

It's already been passed midnight, Tine still blankly staring at the ceiling.

Still couldn't comprehend what he feels at the moment. His heart beats weirdly, his stomach flutters, he just couldn't erase the thought from his head.

He was kissed by a man and he doesn't felt grossed about it, instead...

Tine doesn't want to admit it but he couldn't just brush it off... that he felt something... something he shouldn't.

He's not naive to not realized it but still question himself, does he have feelings for Sarawat?

"..."

"Oooiii!!" he screamed all of a sudden, scrunched his eyebrows together.

"No way..." he denies whatever he was thinking.

"There's no way I will like guys." he then exhaled tiredly.

"I have Pear." justifying that he couldn't like guys, he thought of his girlfriend instead. He shouldn't be thinking about liking other people when he is already in a relationship.

...

The next day at the music club, Sarawat still not throwing a glance at Tine.

This time, Tine decided to do the same.

He thought it's better that way. 

Sarawat will basically move on with his life just like what he said. He should have just listen to Sarawat when he said they should just go back to how they used to... 

And he will eventually forget about Sarawat. And whatever he feels about him, It will just go in vain like nothing happened.

Tine decided to focus and give all his attention to his girlfriend, Pear. 

...

Several days later, everything went back to normal.

Tine moved on. He's now feeling okay.

It doesn't affect him if Sarawat don't pay attention to him at all. He does not care anymore.

They were like people who do not know each other in the first place.

Until Ohm shows a picture to Tine that was going on around in Instagram.

Sarawat was in a cafe with a girl. It looks like a date. Both of them apparently eating dessert, Sarawat holding a fork in his hand, proof that the guy is really having a meal with someone. 

'It's a date...' the words echoing in Tine's brain.

Tine felt a squeezed inside his chest, like his heart was stabbed by the fork in Sarawat's hand.

He realized he's jealous. And it hurts him.

He thought he does not care about Sarawat anymore.

But from just one picture, his mind became a mess.