What the hell is he doing here? After seeing him again, I don't know how to react. Is it pain? Love? Or should I say, it's hatred. I know it's stupid for me to feel this kind of shit again, but you can't blame me. He's the only reason why I change my personality, he's the reason why I've changed into someone that is totally different.
"Jade who? Sorry but I don't know her." paalis na sana ako pero he blocked my way. Hindi ako mahilig sa larong patintero kaya wag kang haharang harang sa dinaraanan ko!
"Jade, wait!" he grab my wrist "
"I know it's you. Look, I'm sorry ok. I'm so sorry for leaving you behind. I'm sorry if i ruined your life. I'm really really sorry Jade, please...please forgive me. I know I'm such a bastard for letting you go, it's all my fault. Please come back to me please. I still love you, only you!"
Hearing those shit explanations from him makes me wanna kill him right at this moment. He still have the guts to say those words after leaving me clueless? Fuck him! I want to tear his bones and cut his head! He still love me? What a douche bag, hindi ako isang lapis na kapag naputol, tasain mo lang, pwede na ulit gamitin.
But to be honest, i was shocked to see him crying, he literally kneels down begging, but my heart was already stone cold especially for him.
I clenched my fists and push him.
"Funny! Really Vin? It's very funny" i said firmly as i laughed sarcastically.
"I'm glad you already admitted that you're a fucking douche bag. And what did you just said? You're sorry? You still love me? Oh please Norvin! Do you think I will still believe those lies coming from your filthy mouth huh? Seriously Vin? Do you still think I will believe you after what you did to me? Screw you!" pushing and punching him, i was really angry. Pagkatapos niyang maglaho na parang bula, bigla na lang siyang susulpot?
"You know what? Sana hindi ka na lang bumalik! Ang kapal naman talaga ng mukha mo para magpakita pa sa'kin. You're out of your mind!"
Then after that, I punched his face as hard as I can. I saw pain, but not with what I just did. But I saw pain from his eyes from what i said, and at the same time guilt.
His lips were bleeding. He was really hurt, same as me. Feeling ko tuloy nabali yung mga buto sa kamay. Well, kulang pa yan sa lahat ng sakit na dinulot niya sa akin. Kulang na kulang pa yan sa lahat ng luhang sinayang ko para sa walang kwentang taong katulad niya.
Do not cry for that person who doesn't know the real value of your tears.
For the last time, I face him.
"You know what Vin? I'm so thankful na nakilala kita. You want to know why? Because of you, natutunan kong wag magtiwala sa kahit na sino. Thanks for making me realized that the only person that I can trust is my own self."
"I hope, this will be the last time na makikita kita. I will just consider our memories together as a nightmare. 'Cause you're the biggest mistake in my life!"
Tinalikuran ko na siya bago niya makita ang mga luhang akala ko hindi na muling tutulo mula sa mga mata ko. I don't want him to see me crying again. But it hurts. It still damn hurts. And I can't help but to cry on my stupidity. You ruined me Norvin, i hate you!
But I heard him say something.
"Sorry, pero hindi ko magagawa yang gusto mo Jade. I will fight for you no matter what. I swear, I will win you back!"
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