Author's note: Hello! How are you guys doing? I hope you like this new chapter I've just updated! A sweet (not really but still is, maybe a little) and short chapter for almost the year end.
After the Christmas party...
Calum and I walked back home, our hands intertwined. His hands were freezing cold because of the missing hot pack. He gave it to me. I passed the hot pack back to him. He seemed surprised that I gave it to him. "Keep it. I don't need it. Keep yourself warm okay?" Calum said kissing me on the forehead.
I love his kisses.
"I don't need it either. I feel fine. Take it back." I say forcing the packet into his jeans pocket. He snakes his arm around my waist tightly, as if to protect me from something. "Sometimes you're just too nice. Till to the very point that you don't care about yourself." Calum chuckles. I brought my face to his, leaving mere centimetres between us.
"Shouldn't couples put their significant other needs before theirs?" I say, gazing into his grey eyes. "That's true...nut." I increase the space between us and place my hands on my hips, scoffing at him. "Did you just call me nut?" He shrugs and giggles before walking off on his own. I catch up to him, blocking his path.
"Yes I did nut." He brings me closer to his body, tapping on my thigh. "What do you want me to do?" I ask him.
"I miss your body on mine. Can I carry you all the way home?"
I think about it for a minute but before I can reply him, he brings me up to the air and uses his hands to wrap my thighs around his torso. I laugh loudly as he tickles me too. "I didn't even say yes yet."
"I know. You would say yes anyways." He grabs my chin with one hand and brings his face closer to mine. He slowly moves his lips to mine just like he did earlier. But his kiss is rough, wanting something. "Is there something you want?" I ask him.
"I want inside of you. Haven't I told you that many times? You often say you're not ready." He says disappointed. I unwrap my thighs from his torso and stand in front of him. I sigh heavily and comb my hair with my fingers back. "I...I still am. We're going too fast. Just kissing can keep your desires on hold right?"
"I don't think so. I don't want to force you into doing it. When you're ready. I'll wait."
I think about it some more. We have been dating for a year or so now. But is one year enough of dating someone for me to lose my virginity so soon? "I'm not asking for me to be really inside you. I just want to feel you. Everywhere." he says after a comfortable silence. "I...I...I'll do it. But please don't do that yet. I really am not ready."
His face changes to a more happier mood. I guess he's been waiting for a long time. No wonder he asked how long we've been dating. "I'll tell you when I'm ready."
"Okay. Now let me carry you again woman." He chuckles and carries me again. He ran with me in his arms into the cold winter night. The both of us felt warm even though the temperature was below negative. I love him. I said it. I really do.
I hope he does too.
Author's note: What did I tell you? Isn't it short? Yeah, having a writer's block right now but I still want to update for the sake of you guys so you can read more. Its good to read more isn't it? Okay bye!
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