The Shy Girl

Worries

After this morning nothing happened, just getting to know our teacher and introducing ourselves. At lunch I was planning on eating with Kiyoko but she said she had things to do, being the first day and already a lot of paper work. 

It was already the end of the day and I was waiting for Kiyoko so we could walk home together. "Ayako! Sorry I forgot to tell you, I'm not walking home right after school. I'm the manager of the volleyball team and I have to be there. Sorry but you can either walk home by yourself or hang out till practice is over." She said in a rush. 

"Um if its okay, can I go with you? I don't want to walk home alone" I said rubbing my arm hoping it wasn't to much trouble. "I mean unless it was better me not and get out of you way that is fine to. I can walk home alone today or everyday so you can practice." I said in a rush but she shook it off smiling. "No trouble at all, lets go." 

Walking towards a building near the back of the school I grabbed Kiyoko's hand a walked next to her. "Its going to be okay. I already meet to of the boys already, well one since only one was conscious." wait...does she mean the boys from this morning?!? Holding her hand tighter, she got that I was nervous and tighten her grip on my hand. "Its okay, you can be by my side the whole time. Come on we are here. Take off your shoes" 

Doing as instructed, I took off my shoes and put on the shoes sis gave me. I guess its like home. Opening the door I walked in after Kiyoko only to be dragged to the side avoiding another hug attack. "Kiyoko!" I hide behind big sis and held her hand tighter. What is up with guys throwing themselves at her? Is she that popular? "Good afternoon Tanaka" 

Kiyoko held my hand guiding me to the rest of the boys.  Still hiding behind sis I saw the boys from this morning. The boy that was on the floor was looking down but the other boy caught eyes with me smiling. I smiled a bit but sunk more into Kiyoko, I guess I shouldn't have came. It would have been better if I went home. 

I tugged on Kiyoko's shirt, she leans down putting her head near mine. "I think I should go. I'll see at home" I said letting go of her hand and smiling. She giving me a hesitating smile but nods. She walks towards the doors with me but before we could even make it a voice called me. 

"Hey Ayako, nice seeing you again." I froze but didn't dare turn around. Another voice spoke up sounding confused. "You know her?" they sounded shocked. "Yea, shes the one that was sitting near Nishinoya when he was on the floor, shes also the one that told Kiyoko to call me, well ask for help." 

"Oh your the one our Nishinoya called 'Miss Angel' this morning" another person added in. If I was in his position I would be so embarrassed but no I'm just the one that was there when it happened and who it happened to, just great. looking up at Kiyoko she was facing me eyeing me with a worried look. I guess I give off that, 'I'm to scared to move' look which is almost all the time. 

"Okay, enough of that. She was just leaving" sis said grabbing my hand and pulling me forward leading me towards the doors. I was grateful that she butted in but kinda annoyed with myself that I couldn't fight for myself.  I always relied on her and never took charged when I needed to. 

Getting to the door I pulled off the shoes and starting to put mine on. "Hey you okay?" Kiyoko asked sitting down on the step. I guess she read my mood, something she could always do no matter how hard I hide them. I continued to put on my shoes, I nodded not looking at her. She grabbed my hand and stopped me from stepping back. "You know I read you like a book right?" 

I let out a laugh and smiled down at her. She nodded towards me to tell her whats going on. I inhaled a sharp breath and let it out. "I guess I'm kinda annoyed or maybe mad at myself for never sticking up for myself or even just starting a conversation with anyone. I always relied on you to do it for me and I understand why I didn't have much friends and the ones I did have aren't here and I'm kinda alone, but I'm not alone I have you. But that is different, you my older sister, your supposed to be there for me but I feel like because of me you cant do anything. I'm pulling you dow-" Before finishing my sentence Kiyoko, pulled me into a hug  making me land on her, almost falling back. 

"Don't say that, your right you are my baby sister and we have each other. Your not pulling me down at all. To be honest I wanted to be with me today but I couldn't because of all the work that needs to be done, thats why I asked if you wanted to stay here." I held Kiyoko ignoring the pair of eyes that were on us. "I'm sorry if I made you feel that way. Please know you are important to me and I would give up my life for you" I slapped her head and shook my head. "I love you baby sis" I didn't know I had tears running down but held her tighter. 

Pulling away I looked at her and she wiped my tears away. "If anyone brings you down I wont hesitate to ask these boys to beat there asses." I let out a laugh and wiped away from my tears. "I love you sis"I said getting up taking notice of the boys staring at us confused on why we were crying. "Um sis...their staring" I said lowering my head moving towards the side of the building. 

She got up turning around and closing the door. "Better?" she said louder then how we were talking. " Kiyoko! No!" I said laughing. "Ki-Kiyoko! How dare you disrespect me like that!" She said moving towards me. Oh Shit. 

"Di-did I say Kiyoko? I don't think I said th-that..maybe you heard me wrong? No? Okay" I ran off before she could do anything. "Hey! Ayako get back here you brat!" she chased me. I kept running like my life depended on it, because it does. "Not until you cool off!" I ran behind the building hoping she wasn't near.

"Okay. I'm calm you can come out." She said trying to sound innocent but I knew better.  "Your lying! You do this ever time. The only difference is I'm not falling for it!" I said walking towards the opposite side from where I ran. Looking over it was empty but turning back she was at the end of the wall. 

I started to run again, being the faster sister had its advantages but Kiyoko is smarter. Going around the wall where the gyms enterance was she was standing there. "Oh shit" I said slowly backing up. "Yea oh shit. Come here!" I turned but it was to late. She got a hold of me. 

I guess this is where I die. 

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Late update, doing my final exams for school so wasn't able to work on my story. I hope you like it so far!

Thank you!