dear michael,
i wasn't in school today. i wasn't in for one reason: i cut too deep. it made me feel so good though. the pain was satisfying as the blood ran down my thighs and hips.
my mum found me laying on the floor, blood surrounding me. she said she felt like she failed as a parent. she didn't, i just failed at being a child. i hate myself for making my mum feel bad. she thinks it's all her fault when it's not. i did this to myself. i want to feel something other than depression and anger. pain feels good. it feels much better than all of the sadness.
you must think i'm so fucked up.
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goodbye || malum
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