dear michael,
this is officially my suicide note.
I just want to say how much I love you, michael clifford. I always imagined us cuddling while watching a movie and kissing a lot.
we did the kissing, rarely the cuddling. I should've spent everyday with you but I was scared. scared of what the voices might make me do. but now I don't have to be scared, I'm leaving now. I'll never be seen.
I wanted you to read this letter first, just so you know what's going on. then I want you to read all 47 ish letters that I wrote to your name.
I'm sorry, baby.
goodbye my love.
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YOU ARE READING
goodbye || malum
FanfictionI send the letters at once before the 1st of may so you don't get a chance to save me.