dear michael,
I tried to kill myself 4 weeks ago. I was in the hospital the whole time and they let me out 2 days ago. when I came back to school today no one realised that I was gone.
there was 126 days to go until may but I couldn't hold on any longer. I won't go into too much detail of how I tried to kill myself I'll just tell you that I cut deeper into my hips, took too many pills and drowned myself. I don't remember half of it, I just remember doing those three things and crying a lot. I hate crying.
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goodbye || malum
Hayran KurguI send the letters at once before the 1st of may so you don't get a chance to save me.