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13. you idiot

•a/n time skip to just before coachella, which is about a month later•

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*alyssa pov*
jeff and i were getting there, almost back to our old selves. i did get worried when we had had a few more parties with david and he was drinking because i got scared he would get addicted but he would stop after 4 cups, as he knew his limit now. other than that though, i was very happy with life. my modelling career was taking off in a good direction, and daisy and i had some upcoming projects. this week was coachella and it was all everyone was talking about. as the entire squad was being sponsored, we all got artist passes which was amazing and we would be staying all together in a huge house. i had started already started packing my stuff just so i wouldn't rush and i knew if i needed anything else. we were getting dropped off to the airbnb in vans in tomorrow.
i went up to jeff's apartment after a meeting with my manager. i opened the door and headed towards the sofa, where someone jumped out and yelled. i screamed and dropped to the floor, my heart thudding. i heard a familiar cackle and flipped him off.
"DAVID YOU DICKHEAD! why are you here?!"
"ahahaha i'm so sorry but that was so good! oh i'm here to discuss some bits with jeff but he's showering since he came from a workout." as he said that jeff walked out in basketball shorts and socks, topless. he shook his wet hair out of his face and looked up, stunned to see me.
"oh lis you're here already? i hate to be a shit but is it okay if we meet at your place later? david and i just gotta talk." he rubbed the back of his neck, looking a bit embarrassed. i frowned slightly before shrugging.
"sure thing, call me and i'll come up okay?" i gave the boys half a smile before walking out of the apartment. i went back to mine and started to think. why did jeff need to speak to david in private? if it was something for the vlog we normally would just talk together. i remembered also that i wasn't in the vlog that long and maybe they sometimes have private chats. i shook the thoughts out of my head, not wanting to overthink and settled myself on the sofa with lucifer playing on my laptop.

*david pov*
"thanks for coming dave." jeff and i sat down on the sofa. i nodded at him.
"yeah no problem, what's up bro?"
"so you know mine and alyssa's past... cierra obviously saw the video. she got in touch with me and wants to try again and i don't know what brought this on."
"oh fuck, how do you feel?" i questioned.
"dude i'm so fucking confused. i was really happy with cierra because she helped me fix up after the whole miami shit. but being back with alyssa, i haven't been more happy. i missed her so damn much." he started to ramble a bit. "like alyssa and i have been doing so great recently and i'm so happy but i'm scared she still hasn't forgiven me. like i can see whenever i drink or if someone's smoking weed around me she gets a look in her eyes where she's scared i'm gonna be like i was before and-" i cut him off.
"okay jeff you're rambling a bit. but from what you're saying, i think you need to stick with alyssa. and not just because i know her better than cierra - i'm sure cierra is a really nice girl and all - but just the way you spoke about her now you noticed a lot about her again within a month. and i get thats she's scared we all see it to be honest, but we also see she's falling back in love. the way she looks at you-" i swallowed, some memories coming back to my head. "the way she looks at you is the way liza looked at me before." i said softly. jeff looked a bit puzzled. i forgot for a moment he wasn't around when liza and i were dating.
"jeff, the girl is practically falling in love with you. again. it's not hard to miss. and we all see the way you look at her too. and the fact you two are just always together now? both of you are not just friends anymore."
"dave i- no you're right. to be honest, i don't think i ever fell out of love with her. but i don't want to ruin what we have now, we're in a good place." jeff's head went into his hands. i raised an eyebrow at him.
"yeah - as FRIENDS you idiot. look, we're all going to be together this weekend at coachella you should talk to her then. ask if she wants to test and see how and where it goes. right now though, you need to finish packing for coachella. actually wait didn't aly say she was coming back up?" i side tracked. jeff looks up and nods at me, a little confused. "okay that's great. talk to her then. i'm going to leave now if that's alright? nat and i need to finalise some stuff for the weekend." i patted his thigh before standing up. he stood up as well and we bro-hugged before i picked up my camera and walked out of the apartment, heading home.

*jeff pov*
as soon as david left i texted alyssa and told her to come up. she came into the apartment and smiled when she saw me.
"everything ok j?"
i nodded and smiled, then pulled her into a hug. she stood still for a moment before melting into my arms and wrapping hers around my waist.
"what's this?" she mumbled. i kissed the top of her head and she looked up at me.
"just needed a hug. let's pack, yeah?" we let go and went into my room. she gasped when she saw the mess that i had made.
"jeff what the fuck have you done?!" she turned to look at me, jaw dropped. i rubbed the back of my neck and chuckled slightly, embarrassed.
"erm i told you i was having trouble packing..." my clothes were strewn everywhere, as i had panicked last night to look for outfits for the trip tomorrow. i had been so busy filming and doing several advertisements that i forgot to pack for the coachella trip tomorrow. my suitcase laid on my bed empty except for a bottle of my shampoo. i heard alyssa sigh before she started picking up articles of clothing and separating everything into piles neatly.
"have you decided what to wear at least?" she asked me, holding up several of my new merch tshirts before placing them into a new pile.
"kinda not really. i need to pack some of the new merch though because i'm releasing it this weekend." so together for the next couple of hours we cleared up my room and managed to pack most of the things i needed into my case.

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by the time we were done it was about 8pm, and everything was nicely put back into its place in my room. my stomach rumbles and i turned to alyssa.
"take out for dinner? i haven't been grocery shopping this week." i asked her. she smiled and replied with a nod before picking up nerf and going to play with him in the living room. we decided on ordering from in-n-out and got our delivery. i set up everything on the kitchen counter and we both sat and started to eat. it was silent for a bit before i spoke.
"lis... i just wanna know... erm.. what's exactly going on between us?" she squirmed a little, the question made her uncomfortable clearly.
"i-i don't know. like i enjoy being with you and stuff but... i don't know." silence filled the room for a second before i spoke up again.
"lis i need to get this off my chest because it's been really hard." i turned and took her hands in mine. "i know we've only been reunited or whatever it's called for a month, but i- erm, i really like you. as in like like. and i'm really hoping you could give me another chance?" she looked at me, a little fear evident in her eyes. i could see the cogs working through her brain really hard and fast.
"jeff i dont kno-"
"look, we're going to coachella right? at least give me this weekend to prove to you i can be a much better boyfriend to you. if you don't like it, we can remain friends. but i want to at least try. please?" i almost begged. she didn't answer for about 20 seconds before sighing. she stood up suddenly and i got scared she was going to leave but she moved herself onto my lap, straddling me. her arms were placed lightly over my shoulders and she moved her face very close to mine.
"fine. but if you fuck up im walking out completely. no friendship." she breathed out before placing her lips onto mine and i kissed her back. her fingers tangled themselves into my hair whilst mine held her body against me. she broke the kiss before getting off my lap. she winked at me and sat back in her seat, continuing to eat. we ate the rest of our food befor alyssa got up and left, and that's when i took myself to bed. this was going to be one hell of a weekend.

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