confused

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a day after christmas Iwazumi took his friend to the gym to play volleyball. the older one wasn't so sure if it was a good idea but Oikawa has been so annoying about it that iwa thought hitting a few balls wouldn't damage him so bad. when they entered the gym Oikawa's eyes started glowing and he had this look on his face,the one he used to have back in school days. he scanned the whole gym,took a deep breath and practically inhaled the hall air. iwa walked over to the room and took out a volleyball before turning around. "just be careful okay? listen to your body,if you feel pain or anything we stop" he reminds his friend but Oikawa just rolled his eyes. "yeah whatever. just let me see you hit some balls" he jogged over to the net and waited for iwa to play him the ball. with a sight,the older one walked over and started playing. Oikawa didn't lie he got better,iwa really had to put in his whole body to hit those balls. but the look on Oikawa's face made all this sweat wet. they played for around 20 mimutes before Oikawa suddenly wanted to change positions. the shorter one shrugged his shoulders. he normally wasn't a setter so he never really practiced it but he would do it for Oikawa. he watched as his friend started for the jump,as he swung his arm and hit the ball with such grace it was like watching one of his games. oikawa's body adjusted perfectly into the background,his movements were smooth and quick,his spikes were amazing. he hit 3,4,5 balls before suddenly he fell down. for a split second iwa felt the laugh in his chest before he realized what happened. oikawa had started to jump when he fell down midway,laying on his knees and coughing. iwa ran over,falling down next to him. "hey,oikawa you're okay?" his friend couldn't answer,one hand was laying on his chest,the other one was supporting his weight. the taller one got paler every second,his couching got harder and it looked like he was about to throw up. iwa laid his hands on his shoulder,driving over his back to help him calm down. "try to breath okay" the shorter one was confused,overwhelmed with the whole situation. oikawa rolled over on his back,leaning back against iwazumi and took deep breaths. he had stopped coughing but his chest was still pounding,he felt like the air was being sucked out of him. the black haired one supported his friend,rested his chin on his head and waited for him to get back into a regular breathing rythm. "we should talk to your doctor about that" he said after a while and listened to Oikawa gasping. "no" his voice sounded  rusty but strong and he finally calmed down. iwazumi waited a few more minutes before getting up and pulling his friend carefully with him. "what if you have innerly damage?" oikawa shook his head smiling. "I'm just not in shape" he brushed it off so easily and iwazumi felt anger and confusion towards his friend. how could he be so calm about this? the taller one slowly walked towards the door and iwa followed him shortly after. he was really concerned but he also knew that he couldn't force Oikawa to see a doctor. the boys walked down the streets,the cold air helped toruu calming down. iwa's eyes were focused on his friend as they walked through the park. "I'm sorry I ruined our game"he said after a while and iwa's eyes widen. "you didn't ruin anything,I'm just glad you're okay" they sat down on a bank and watched people passing. "I really missed you iwa-chan" Oikawa's voice pulled the older one back into reality and he turned his head. "I missed you looking after me,hitting my balls,putting me in my place" Oikawa's eyes glowed in the light of the sun going down and iwazumi's chest tight up. "I've missed you too" was all he could say. they boys sat there for a while,just admiring each others company before Oikawa started coughing again. he leaned over to find a position where he could breathe but his couching just got worse every second. "Toruu listen to my voice okay? breath in deeply and try to remain clam" iwa tried his best to help his friend. he brushed his hair back in order to keep his face free,he tried to help him calm down but the situation escalated when Oikawa started coughing up blood. "okay that's it,I'm calling an ambulance " oikawa imma grabbed iwazumi's hand,trying to signal him he shouldn't but iwa ignored him and called an ambulance to the park. his friend went pale again and he tightened his grib,like he was trying to get rid of the pressure in his chest in other ways. blood run down his mouth,over his shirt and iwa felt tears building up in his eyes. "hold on okay? help is on the way,just hold on Toruu please"" the shorter one sounded desperate, looking around nervously and held his friend in his arms while he thought the world was ending.