If I could have wings to fly

Ch. 10 Pear's Confession

Tine woke up the next morning. He sighed in content. It was incredibly warm and cozy. He stretched his arms lazily before snuggling up against the warmth. He hadn't slept this well in a very long time.

Wait...what was caressing his waist? Tine fluttered his eyes only find himself hugging a half-naked Sarawat. His tan skin and impeccable muscles were all on display. What the fuck?! He jumped up, his heart racing. Sarawat only groaned softly as he shifted positions in his sleep.

What the fuck what the fuck what the fuck.....Images of last night raced through his head. The beers on the carpet. Sarawat's hot breath on his skin. His warm tongue around Tine's member...

Oh god, I can't breathe. Tine stumbled out of bed and threw on his dirty clothes. He quickly slipped out of the apartment, softly closing the door behind him. He looked around to make sure no one was on the street before darting down the stairs.

He ran and ran, not stopping until he made it to the cliffs. The sun was beaming down onto the water. The waves sparkled as they gently foamed and dribbled onto the sand.

Ha...ha... Out of breath, Tine limped across the bridge and started trudging his way up towards the cliffs. There were a bunch of rocks and branches everywhere. He easily climbed over the low fence with the No Entry sign and kept walking.

Finally. He was on the very edge of the cliffs, the waves crashing against the rocks far beneath his feet.

The wind rippled through Tine's entire body as he closed his eyes. He felt like he could finally breath again. He tried his best to forget it all; the taste of Sarawat's lips, the sound of his ragged breath, his warm, hard body. He just wanted to drown them all into the ocean waves.

"I thought you might be here".

Tine jumped. He looked down to see a sleepy Sarawat squinting up at him. "Step away from there, you're scaring me".

"Just, just stay away from me!" Tine yelled, his voice trembling.

Sarawat ignored him like always. "I brought you water". Sarawat took out a water bottle from his pocket and motioned it towards Tine.

"I don't want it. I'm not thirsty." Tine refused to look at him.

"Really?" Sarawat asked nonchalantly. "Me neither I guess, from what I got to drink last night".

Tine's face burned red. "Shut the fuck up! Get lost already!" He screamed at him.

"But you liked it".

"Fuck you!" Honestly, Tine couldn't deny that he liked it; he really liked it. That made all this so confusing.

"Tine-" Sarawat tried to reason with him but Tine cut him off.

"No, I'm serious! You made me look like I'm fucking gay! And I...I can't be!"

They both stared at each other, breathing heavily. Sarawat looked at him with a scary expression. "I know" he finally said quietly.

"I'm sorry" Tine felt terrible. "I didn't mean it like that, it's just...it's all really confusing. I'm sorry" Tine wanted to say so much, but he couldn't make out the words.

"Fine" Sarawat said after a while. "I get it. But I won't forgive you. Unless you kiss me".

Tine threw a branch at him. Sarawat easily dodged it.

"Wait there, i'm coming up". Sarawat yelled as he started climbing up towards him.

"Are you sure?" Tine knew that Sarawat didn't like going to the cliffs after his friend died.