Laxus (ANGST)

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by ObviouslySmart

by ObviouslySmart

So it's 2:30am in the morning and this is what im doing.
P.s. you can thank the song "Ghostin" by Ariana Grande for this piece. *cough* hopefully future madison will link it somewhere because i cannot right now??? P.s. im working on a fucked up lemon rn with Jackal so.

!!!!!SONG LINKED AT BOTTOM!!!!
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This bed, this bed is so empty. This room is so cold. You're so empty and cold.

Hot tears glided down your cheeks which you neglected to wipe off your face now, and it was getting hard to breath with how stuffed up you were and how utterly broken and hollow you felt. But nonetheless you continued to sob, face pressed so deep into Laxus' memory foam pillow.
It didn't provide nearly enough warmth but it was the only thing you had.

It'd been a particularly rough fight, but it was almost over and Laxus would be yours for the night. His laugh would be stuck in your head for so long afterwards but that's not what happened. Laxus had landed a killing blow to the woman he was fighting, somehow she let out one last attack, hitting Laxus in the chest. Your heart dropped as the man fell to the ground, his eyes immediately lifeless.

Your tears were so much stronger now, uncontrollably flowing as you screamed into the pillow. You didn't want him to leave you, he couldn't have left you. You would wake up tomorrow and Macarov would call you and tell you Laxus was alright. But somewhere deep you knew he was gone but you hoped so deeply he was here. Your mind couldn't grasp the fact of letting your true love go. Not yet.

Your hands pounded on him, begging him to wake up as you sobbed. "But I love you, you can't leave me." Memories of him holding you, his awful singing soothing your stress and so many more. It was all gone now.

How could you live with this knowing you'd see him in your dreams every single night, wondering if you'd get past this. You were so inlove, he made you so happy and it seemed fake that he was gone. You felt like a plastic doll and you blamed yourself, you could've saved him but you didn't. And now you were stuck broken and cold.

I write angst terribly p.s. i wrote this in twenty minutes ily.

^^ future madison gotchu