Juvia (Angst)

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by ObviouslySmart

by ObviouslySmart

Angst
Warnings: Angst/Sadness, heartbreak, mentions of suicide, cursing

A/n: this is written a bit different. Kinda like a vent/internet heartbreak

Imagine she walked past on that tiny screen every day, her laugh brighter and happier than you ever thought. Imagine she told you every detail of her life and you listened, enamored, curious, trusting, knowing she could be lying. You hoped she wasn't. You could remember her hair color and her fucking voice. It was so beautiful at the time and you hoped it'd never end. Every night you turned off your phone waiting for the next call.

You swore to Mavis that it was impossible to fall in love with someone over the phone but every time she talked it rang through you like a fucking bell. And did you mention how stunning she was? Sitting there playing video games with you and laughing along wholeheartedly. She told you her mental health status, about her family, the things she hated about herself, memories, her favorite food, life experiences.
She told you about her crush, the one who she was desperately in love with but he wasn't worth her. He never was and never would be. She knew you loved her but she told you anyways. You always did. She told you her dreams and she was what you wanted.
She told you in detail how much she loved you and you ignored the pain and gave her advice. You gave her the best you could think until one day the two of you got in a fight. You don't remember what. Something dumb of course. She talked about ending it all and then blocked you.

The two of you don't talk for months. You thought about her everyday, cursed her for leaving you. You listened to your shared song over and over again and wondered if she was alright.
She didn't text or call until three months. Three fucking months. When she did. Everything was different then. Everything was so goddamn different, she was happier and that made you happy. She still didn't love you. You have to let her go. She's still so gorgeous.