𝙼𝚢 𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜#𝟻 |𝙷𝚊𝚗 𝙹𝚒𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚐|

20

Dasom's POV

I woke up when I heard something. I opened my eyes and saw Jisung packing his things.

"J-Jisung" I called his name

He just ignored me and continued packing his things.

"Let's talk please" I begged

He was about to go and I quickly held his wrist and stopped him "Please"

"We don't have anyting to talk about" Jisung said

"Please" I begged and started crying

"What do you want to talk about? Are you going to tell me another reason? Are you going to say some valid reason like he got pregnant another girl again?" Jisung smirked

"N-No"

"What is it, then? He is going to die? He is a gay and you just want to prove in public that he is not?" Jisung

"L-Listen to me first, please"

"For what? Another reason so you can fool me again?" Jisung

"What you read is not true. I am not going to Canada for him"

"I don't know if I should believe you or not. You broke my heart once and you did it again. Am I fool to you? I already heard you talking on the phone with him. I want to look at your phone but you didn't gave it to me. Now, tell me that's not true" Jisung

"Jisung, y-you don't understand. I have a reason why am I doing this" I started crying

"Then, make me understand! Tell me your fucking reason!" Jisung shouted and punched the wall

I wiped my tears. I can't tell him. I can't do this.

"I-I can't tell you now. But you will find out soon"

"Tell me the reason or we will end everything here" Jisung cried

"I-I can't"

"Fuck! Why are you doing this to me?! I already gave you a chance to choose! You're just going to tell me your reason! That's it! Why are you making it hard? Is that really important to help Elijah than staying with me? What am I to you? Am I your toy that you can play when you're here in Korea?" Jisung

I stayed quiet.

"You know how much I suffered before, right? I did let you go. You came back and started saying you still love and you even promised you will tell the truth! Why did you do it again? Why did you chose him over me? Do you really love me? If you do, you should've chose me instead of him. Then, w-why? You chose him again" Jisung wiped his tears

"S-Sorry"

"What? Sorry? I gave you a chanve to prove yourself. What did you do? You broke my heart for the second time. You should've not came back here. I hope choosing him will make you happy" Jisung

"P-Please"

"This will be the last time we're going to talk about this. Because now..." Jisung removed my hands from his wrist "I am letting you go with him. I want you to be happy"

"N-No. Y-You don't understand" I cried so loud and kneeled in front of him

"Thank you for the days you spent with me. Thank you for all the lies you told me. It may sound hilarious but I really enjoyed everything" Jisung smiled at me

"Jisung, wait" I said

"You don't have to cry. If you're guilty, don't be. I will be fine. I survived two years ago, and I know I can survive this one. Just promise me you will be happy" Jisung

I wiped my tears.

"It's just crazy. I thought you love me but you ended up choosing him" Jisung let out a small sigh

I held his hands again.

"But still thank you" Jisung removed my hands and left the room

N-No. This is not happening.

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"Are you sure you can go now?" Anika asked me

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'll be fine"

"Okay, text me when something's wrong okay?" Anika hugged me

I smiled and nodded at her. I entered Hanji University and went to our classroom. I sat beside Hyejin.

Yesterday morning, we decided to go home since Jisung already left. Chan Eunji drove me home. When I arrived at home, Mom and Dad are worried when I started crying. I really don't want to tell them what happened but I automatically cried when Mom hugged me.

"You okay?" Hyejin asked and gave me banana milk

"Yeah, thanks" I smiled

"Did you guys talked yesterday? I heard Jisung shouting" Hyejin

"We did but he ended everything going between us"

"What?" Hyejin

"It's my fault. If only I just told him the truth, he's not going to be like that" I sighed

"How about you talk to him now? He is just drunk so he said that to you. Maybe now he comes to his senses" Hyejin

"I-I don't know. I just want to give him some time. He needs it right now more than my explanation"

After talking with Hyejin, I saw Jisung entering the room while laughing with Jeongin, Seungmin and Hyunjin. I stared at him and I caught his eyes.

"J-Jisung" I whispered

He looked away and went to his seat. He really hates me now. What am I going to do now? Fuck it.

From : Elijah

When are you coming back? I'm waiting, Dasom.

To : Elijah

Leave me alone, freak. You ruined everything.

From : Elijah

Did you and Jisung broke up? That's good. You don't have any reason to stay there anymore.

To : Elijah

Why are you doing to this to me? We already talked about this, right? You promise everything is now done. Why don't you just tell your Father everything?

From : Elijah

What? Do you want me to be kicked out of our house?

To : Elijah

If you don't want. I will tell him.

From : Elijah

Try me, Dasom. TRY.ME.

I sighed and turned off my phone. Why is this happening to me? Why does it have to be me?