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Repentance

Tearing apart from the mysteries that have been fallen
My mistakes have been painted from the walls ahead
Dignities have been disrespected and treated badly
Locking down my access to them weren't that easy

The pornographies I've added from my timeline
My images went darker, starting to lose light
Paling face, fading reputation, losing rights
Cutting certain connections from the web media type

From the vodka sensations I had drunk from the bar
For all the times I took girls to my car
For the windows that's certainly open wide
Nothing else to make it more define

Trying to take an ease wasn't that basic
Refraining from the sins ain't that easy
Neglecting all my prayers to lose every single faith
Just another time to waste it all again

I tried to be new, but nothing seems working out
Even if I'll try harder, it will never go up
Life is carrying me a burden thing to lose myself
Craving from the desires rather than what is needed

All I need was a peace of mind, free from humiliations
Turning back to God is now an option for resolutions
Prostrating, reading holy verses, crying out in, bursting tears, regretting
Cleaning myself out in repentance to start all over again

Written in: March 29, 2020
Published in: May, 05, 2020

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