Limits (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 6: Emotional Drops

My eyes switched netween the two as they talked to each other like old friends. But I could feel the tension. The stressful atmosphere. I could feel each little change of emotion from the two. Hostility was what was being felt right now. From how they were talking no one could tell that each one wanted to rip each others stomachs out and force them to eat it. Truely digsuting thought. Why did I think that? What in the world is wrong with me?

    "Eric how exactly long has it been since Iast talked to you?" Erroll spoke and twisted his head to the side. If I didn't know any better it looked like it was about to fall off.

    "About maybe a month. Not that long." Eric replied with hesitation but I knew he actually thought about it. This angered me just a smidgen.

    Eric then looked at me and frowned. I couldn't tell if he was getting annoyed with Errol or that he knew what I was thinking. I just couldn't tell.

    "Well I think I should be leaving." Errol winked at the two of us. I looked away. I could feel blood forming to the cheek balls of my face.

    Apparently everyone just started to stand. Eric stood, towering over Errol like a giant. Looking down at him from his high tower of protection. I'm pretty sure if Errol was a bad guy I would know and so would Eric. He is after all my body guard. Eric wouldn't allow Errol near me. Hell, he knows Errol. I am sure they're both good friends.

    We both walked Errol outside where the rain seemed to have intensified. I stayed under one of the canopies or the only canopy of the alley way cafe.

    Errol turned to me as Eric was closing the door to the cafe. He smiled and spoke. His hand now layed on my chin. "You knowl. I am a little upset I am not the one watching you. " he smiled, his head then came next to mine. His lips graced my cheek for a long while. Pulling away I could see his tongue lick the lips that touched me. So weird!

    "Good bye Errol." Erics voice broke my gaze. I put my lefty hand over the part of my cheek that Errol kissed. That was very surprising. It was very uncalled for but yet it was very desired by me. Which is odd since ever since he kissed Eric I had been on a hating spree against this guy.

    Eric opened his umbrella and strolled away. He looked back at Eric and I, only to smile and disappear behind the corner of the alley. His presence was a stressful situation.

    "What were you thinking?" Eric turned to me. His voice heavy and very serious. He looked down from his height. I didn't know what to say. I was angry, yes, but maybe I shouldn't have left? He never told me why. So this shouldn't matter. It was only to get away from him. He deserved it! Keeping me caged like a animal. I wasn't a pet to keep caged!

    "Well? And look what happened! Errol of all people to find you! Dammit! julie is gonna hate me! My god, Ethan! What was going through your head?" Erics words stood in front of me. I examined them and couldn't really reply to his question. I was only able to say one thing. "I'm sorry. . ." I spoke, my vision not connecting with his. I then started to walk off. I felt very sad now. Almost like a depression. I wonder why? It's really weird. Eric yelling at me was what got me all sad. Like it was the most horrific thing to happen to me.

    I walked down toward the alley way, the rain pelted my body. it soon stopped. I looked up to see what saved me from the water but I only saw a black image above. It was an umbrella. Also Eric. He stared at me with his piercing eyes. I guess I really did disappoint him. I wasn't expecting it to be so. . . emotional. I never felt like this not even when my father yelled at me. This experience, this guilt. It was horrible and I never want to feel it again.

    The door closed behind me gently as Eric entered. He put away the umbrella as I stood in the middle of the lofts kitchen. I looked all around. It sure did feel very warm. The heater was on, it had to be. Outside was like a freezer.

    Eric came behind me to grasp my shirt. "You need to get undressed and into something warm." He whispered into my ear. I could feel his breath. Warm as the heat that came from the vents. My arms, without hesitation rose up. I could hear a chuckle come from him. My mood then uplifted to hear him laugh. But it quickly went back to it's depressing mode.

    He grabbed the shirt and and pulled it over my head. Now finally it came off. I stood there, shirtless. Looking at him. He dropped the soaked shirt on the floor. I heard it splat from all of the water absorbed into it. Was I that drenched? I thought I dried off in the cafe. I guess not. Or during that moment I was walking away from Eric that must have been incredibley soaked. That could have been it.

    Eric then put his hands on his hips. "Alright time to take off your pants." he told me. I only stood there. Looking into his eyes. "What?" he spoke again, "Take them off." I shook my head, speaking now, "I don't feel to good I think i caught something." Really, I think I did. My mood was all messed up and I just didn't feel like moving. It was the most weirdest moods I have ever encountered. I might have gotten sick from the rain and cold. But this was awkward. All well.

    Eric sighed and shook his head. He reached from behind me, since he was standing there. His head rested on my shoulders as his hands reached around my body to unbutton my pants. They soon dropped, but not just those, my underwear as well. I could feel the warmth even better now, but a light breeze. It was a conflicting feeling.

    "Umm. . .  You're like a toddler. Do I have to dress you as well?" he asked, curiously. I looked back at him and nodded. I didn't feel like getting dressed. I then watched as he rolled his eyes and he grabbed my hand to guide me to my bed. He told me to lay down in which he pushed me. He then walked over to my dresser to pull out a pair of grey boxer briefs. He then proceeded to come back to me. "I did your laundry and it's drying. All you have right now are these." Standing over me he smirked. I could feel his eyes scan my body. I didn't care.

    He then lifted my legs in the air. Putting the briefs on seemed like a hassle but he had them at ny knees already. That's when I did something. I did something so crude and very. . . sexy? I don't really know the word but Eric does. All I know is that my hand instantly grabbed him, pulling his body on top of mine. He tried to get up but I pulled again. I looked into his eyes and he started into mine. He smiled with a chuckle. "I think I know what's wrong with you. Damn Errol. . ." he shook his head.

    I place his head inbetween my hands and leaned forward. Our lips met. Odd. I had no feelings for this. It was like my body was oporating on it's own. I was possesed.  But. . . I had total control. I wanted to stop but didn't. And I could have.

    Eric kissed me so passionatly. Only for maybe about five seconds before he pushed downward and kissing my neck, and then making a trail to my chest and now my stomach. This moment was so awkward but yet so natural. I just wanted it to end so very soon. I couldn't resist. . . why?

    Eric pushed off my body, screaming, "No!" he shook his head, adjusting his black button-up shirt. I only stared at him. He starred at me. I could see anger build in his face.

    "I'm sorry Ethan, but that should have made things better but yet worse for us." he shook his head again. Such disappointment! Yet again, I make my bodyguard angry. Which caused him to walk away from me. My half naked self, laying on my bed and soon drifiting to sleep.

[[ After a year of waiting I give you this crappy chapter! I am sorry for it being so short. Had some complications and not just wanting to write. I don't know why but I did. But here it is! No pictures or anything but next chapter I will be sure to make it longer and better!

I hope everyone hates and ot loves this chapter. . . I wrote it within a hour. haha ]]