It Isn't Easy

Turning (Chapter 1)

(the first chapter sucks but it gets better, I promise.)

Bakugo's P.O.V

I trudged down the hall, muttering under my breath. Everything seemed difficult lately. I felt like everyone was looking at me. Like I was hated here. Not to mention the fact that everyone was clearly afraid of me.

"Oh...H-hi Bakugo..." The nerd said when I walked into the classroom.

"Damn nerd," I snapped back, sitting in my seat.

I looked around the room and saw Icyhot glaring at me, standing by Deku, his boyfriend, protectively. I rolled my eyes and kicked my feet up onto my desk.

"Hey Bakubro!" I looked over and saw Kirishima wave at me.

My heart fluttered in my chest and I growled at him in response, panic rising in my mind.

I stood up at walked out of class, bumping into Aizawa in the way out. I mumbled something about forgetting a homework piece as I went by and he sighed heavily but let me continue walking.

X
A couple minutes later...

I slammed the door of my dorm room, clenching my fists and pacing angrily.

I don't even know why I'm mad. I always feel mad. Like nothing I do is good enough. I feel like pain and anger are my only emotions. I can't communicate to anyone how I really feel.

I slammed my fists on the wall, breathing heavily.

My phone rang and I clicked answer, not caring to glance at the ID.

"Katsuki Bakugo you better get back to that classroom or I swear to the high heavens that I will kick your sorry ass into next week!" My mother shrieked from her end.

"Hag..." I spat back, hanging up.

I needed to leave. I felt trapped. Alone. Scared.

I stomped out of the building and took a bus to some random part of town, my head down. I could feel eyes in me as I walked and I glared at my shoes.

I hand grabbed my arm and I came face to face with a blonde girl. She smiled at me, and I noticed that she had pretty sharp canines as she pulled me into a side alley.

"Bakugo right?" Who the hell is this?

"Yes...who the fuck are you?" I glared at her and she completely ignored it.

"My name is Himiko Toga, and I came to ask you a question..." She trailed off, smiling, which caused her to look slightly mentally unstable. Okay, a lot mentally unstable.

"Well get on with it bitch-" I whisper-shouted, clenching my fists.

"Would you like to join the League of Villains?" Toga finally asked, tilting her head.

That's how she knew. Fucking idiot.

"Of course not- wait." I stopped myself, getting an idea... "Actually, sure, I've been thinking of leaving UA for a while..." I smiled, shaking the hand that she had offered.

"Great, I'll see you tonight at this location," She passed me a slip that had an address on it and bounce off, waving.

I already knew I was going to go. I had to.

My plan was to spy on the League of Villains and learn their plans so I could pass them on to the pro's. It was flawless. Nothing could go too bad as long as I kept a low profile.

That's what I thought at first.
That my pride was too strong.
That I was too strong.
I thought nothing could turn me to be like them.

Boy did I think wrong.

After a month of 'spying' on the League of Villains, I noticed small things about myself. The fact that I was more distant, even to Kirishima.
I was quieter than before. I felt more content than before.
I felt like I was where I belonged when I was with the League.

So, after another few weeks I left. I packed up my bags and left a note on the nightstand in my bedroom, then I was gone.

I moved in with the League and they accepted me, willingly letting me move in and get settled.

Now I was where I belonged.
I was able to let out my anger and be who I truly was.
A monster.
Someone who enjoyed seeing others in pain.
But there was still one thing I couldn't get out of my head.

That damn red headed shark. For some reason I missed him.
So I took my pain out on my victims.

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Alrighty! Chapter one of this story is done!