PERSONA { NamJin } #Completed

~ [ Farewell ] ~

"Namjoon~ahh are you ready?"

"Not yet Grandma! Im still fixing my things, I'll be there in a minute!"

"Make it quick! Your ride is on his way..."

"Okay Grandma!"

This is it! The day with sadness, excitement and fear emotions spinning around in his head that put his heart uneasy, sadness for leaving his Grandma Monique alone, excitement for the brand-new journey and fear for the new environment he will needed to deal alone.

Too many questions running wild inside his head, "the big what if?" As fear kicking hard in his thoughts knowing that he will living all alone in the big City of Seoul.

"What if I fail? What if I will never accomplishes anything on my own? Stupid thoughts! Omo! I'm talking to myself right now? Ohh my my my my... This is bad!" Namjoon scold himself while murmuring words running in his head, he try to calm his brain and try to stop it for thinking too much, but his mind didn't cooperate, his Grandma Monique immediately notice his dilemma.

"Heeyyyy... Sonja! Are you alright?" His Grandma ask him with her soft caring voice, with pout in his lips and sad face Namjoon walk closer to her and rest his head on her right shoulder.

"Grandma... Im not okay! Having trouble with my thoughts! Im afraid too..."

"Don't be Namjoon~ahh! You need to be strong, I know you can, I believe in you, even you're such an introvert Boy, I have faith in you and I know you will succeed!"

"Thank you Grandma! Thank you for being my source of strength, thank you for loving me like I am your real Grandson..."

"And thank you for being such a nice and kind kid, I thank the universe for giving me the chance to meet and raise you, I have no doubts on you, just promise me one thing! That you will always choose the right path even the others don't, Okay?"

"Yes, Grandma! I will never forget that! Choose the right path even its difficult!"

"Right Namjoon~ahh! Aigoo... Have blast in your new journey toward your dreams my sweet little dork!"

"I will! Grandma..." They shared a tender loving hugs, soft tap in the back and sweet kisses in the forehead before they let go of each other as Namjoon continue to pack his things in a two large suitcase.

Grandma Monique or also known as Nurse CL will gonna miss this little dork that he took care for the past Ten years, being Namjoon guardian was the last secret mission she need to accomplish as undercover Agent of BH.Co Organization, as the right time comes for them to separate and for Namjoon to seek and find his life purpose and destiny.

Nurse CL only wish that the universe let them meet once again and grab the chance to reveal the truth but unfortunately this day will be the last moment the Organization let them see each other and surely she will cherish this moment for the rest of her life.

She still remember what happened that day Ten years ago, when she received the big black envelope with Gold dragon seal contains all the information of Namjoon and the saddest news that one of her friend died, his late Mother is her Nurse close friend outside the Organization since they work in the same Hospital where she cover her identity as one of BH.Co secret Agent.

The guilty feelings toward the Boy still hunt her, watching every struggle he face as he grow up, his nightmares, his silent cry, his trauma and suffering going through tough mental treatment and he knows that Namjoon still suffering with anxiety and mental breakdown every time he remember the tragic event that end the life of his beloved Mother, but still trying to be okay and cover his true emotion by being a jolly and bubbly Boy he is.