The Fear of Choices

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I'm not suicidal.
I shake. My heart races.
Five feet of concrete is the only thing stopping my fall.
I have a choice: dive off the highest ledge to a never-ending drop,
Or step away and keep going.
Wind whips up over the edge, choking me.
The sun burns my skin.


A man-made cavern and a girl who just wants to see
What it feels like to finally be free.
Jump or save myself?
I'm not suicidal.


Standing on the edge of the world,
Tall rust-colored cliffs and blue waters sprawl
Across this valley in the desert.
Surrounded by people yet so alone,
Fighting a battle no one else can see.
I'm not suicidal.

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