siyana
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(I'm trying so hard to find black girls y'all. 😭 stay with me please)
Right now I was sitting alone in me and jahseh's room.
I'm pretty sure he was out cheating right now.
He does every night.
I just never leave, I love him way too much.
We've known eachother since we were 12.
Right now I was silently crying.
I feel more, and more worthless everyday knowing that he's messing with different woman besides me every single night.
Crying is like a hobby to me now.
I try not to do it around jahseh, because I don't need him bothering me anymore.
My thoughts got cut off by the front door open.
I immediately knew it was jah.
He came up the stairs.
I quickly wiped my tears away.
He busted in the room door, as I acted like I was asleep.
He immediately went to the bathroom.
I sighed in relief.
*10 minutes later*
The bathroom door busted open.
I heard shuffling so I knew that he was putting his clothes on.
I continued to act like I was asleep.
I felt the bed dip beside me.
I felt his strong, warm arms wrap around my waist.
"I know your awake babygirl". He said in my ear.
I sniffed.
"Don't call me that". I said, my voice full of pain.
He quickly sat up.
"What's wrong?" He asked, with saddened eyes.
I couldn't hold it in anymore.
I burst into tears.
"Why don't you love me anymore". I said with tears in my eyes.
His face softened for a second, then it switched to confused.
"What are you talking about?" He asked.
