𝑿𝑿𝑿 𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺 ❤︎

𝐀 𝐥𝗼𝐭

I just found out that I was pregnant.

I don't think I'm gonna tell jah that I'm pregnant.

He already told me that he wasn't up for any babies at this point of his life.

I'm so scared.

What if he leaves me?

He won't.

I know he won't.

I re-read the pregnancy tests, just to make sure that I wasn't tripping.

Why does he say that he doesn't wanna have babies, but he doesn't use protection?

I sat on the bed nervously.

Just then, jahseh walked into the room.

He walked over to me, and kissed my forehead.

"Hey babygirl". He smiled down at me.

I smiled back at him weakly.

He made a questionable face.

"What's wrong mama?" He asked as he rubbed my stomach.

How did he....

I looked down at his hand.

I put my hand over his.

"N-Nothing". I responded.

He shook his head.

"Talk to me". He said.

I looked back up at him.

Then I just let it out.

"I'm pregnant".

His eyes darkened.

"Your what?" He asked as he stepped back.

I stared at him blankly.

"I said I'm pregnant". I repeated a little bit more nervous this time.

He shook his head, and chuckled.

I looked at him confused.

"What's funny?" I asked him.

He now had his back to me.

"Kill it". He said.

The color from my face flushed away.

"W-What?" I asked.

"Kill it, kill it, kill it". I whispered to himself.

I now started to become afraid.

"Jahseh". I called.