𝑿𝑿𝑿 𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺 ❤︎

𝐀𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝗼𝐧

Angel

(Ik she looks very young, but she's old enough trust me, I follow her. lmao)

I finally arrived at jahseh's house.

I keep on leaving him because he's extremely toxic.

I'm being mentally abused by him.

But I always find a way to go right back down his broken path.

I pulled out the key that he gave me a while ago.

I opened the door, and I was immediately tackled, and fell back onto the couch.

I whimpered, as my back his the soft white couch.

"Angel". He whispered in my ear.

I ran my small hands through his dreads.

"Jahseh". I said back, in the same exact tone that he gave me.

He smiled at me, his eyes full of happiness and love all at one time.

I knew I had this affect on him.

"I missed you so much". He said, as he pecked my little nose, and my lips right after.

I giggled.

He got up, and walked upstairs.

I followed after him.

He sat on his bed, and roughly ran his fingers through his two toned colored dreads.

"What's wrong jahseh?" I asked, as I took a seat beside him.

He looked up at me with dark, and hateful eyes.

Oh-

"Why did you leave again?" He asked, as he got up.

I got up too, afraid of his next moves.

"I-I-"

"Speak!" He demanded.

I landed in the big bean bag chair, that was sitting in the corner of his room.

"Jahseh, your really toxic. I-I'm trying to stay, but I can't. Your gonna ruin me". I said with tears in my eyes.

He sighed, and gently wiped away the tears that rolled down my face.

"I know. But you have to just stick with me babygirl okay? Please, your the only one that's helping me, my family doesn't even care. Just please don't leave me purposely like everyone else did". Tears were rolling down his tatted face.

I was actually shocked that he was crying.

I pulled him into a warm hug, and he put his head in my neck.

"I-I'm Sorry jah. I won't be selfish. I won't leave". I said while softly rubbing up and down his back.

He smiled in my neck.

I pulled away and looked into his eyes.

They slowly started turning dark again.

I looked at him confused.

"J-jah? Are you o-

I got cut off by him slamming me on the bed.

"WHY DO YOU KEEP LEAVING?!" It seemed like he screamed as loud as his lungs could handle.

I jumped.

I was completely terrified.

I'm sure the whole neighborhood heard him.

And it's nothing but white people over here, and they were old.

I started crying again.

"Jahseh, no". I said, but in a whisper.

He started crying again.

"Angel, you can't leave me! YOU CANT LEAVE!!". His mood changed back to angry.

He started picking things up, and throwing and breaking things.

I ran over to him.

I grabbed his face, and pulled him into a warm kiss.

He immediately dropped everything that he was holding, and wrapped his arms around my tiny body.

I pulled away.

"Jahseh, calm down. I love you, I won't leave you here alone". I smiled.

He smiled back, and rested his forehead on my forehead.

"I love you more".

tell me why i'm just now hearing about this song.

this song really hit.

it matches with my mood at the moment.

but this song is amazing.

I saw an edit of it the other day, and I searched deep for the song.

it took me a while, but I found it.