𝑿𝑿𝑿 𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺 ❤︎

𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐄𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐲

Zora

I watched my self attempt to put my hair in a messy bun, in the bathroom mirror.

Once I was finally done, I walked over to the toilet, and peed.

I got up, and washed my hands.

I walked back out the bathroom, into me and jahseh's room, only to see him on the game.

I sat on the top part of the bed, as he sat at the end of the bed, yelling at some of his friends on the game.

I've been trying to keep my distance from him lately, because he's been rude.

Like If I do one little thing wrong, he'll catch the biggest attitude.

And if I try to talk to him, he'll try to push me off.

He's not cheating, I know that for a fact.

He's hasn't been going anywhere, and if he does go somewhere, I'll go with him.

But I honestly don't know what's wrong.

I've been trying to be extra nice to him, and give him special things, but he just acts even more mean.

He usually doesn't act like this.

I crawled to the edge of the bed, and tapped his shoulder.

He shrugged my hand off of him, and looked at me and the corner of his eye.

He put his attention back on the game.

I sighed.

I got up and stood in front of the TV.

He made a face at me, and pushed me away from the TV, not gently, but not roughly.

I stared at him for a while.

I knew that he could see me staring, but he chose not to give me his attention.

I went back to the top of the huge bed.

I felt tears forming in my eyes.

I'm a very sensitive person, so him acting like this made me overthink.

I'm a very weak person, when it comes to almost everything.

I wiped my tears away and got under the covers ready to go to sleep.

I felt jahseh stand up from the bed.

"Ight y'all, I'll talk to y'all niggas tomorrow". He said into the mic.

I heard the sound of Netflix come on.

I opened my eyes and looked at him, seeing that he was trying to look for a show to watch.

I closed my eyes again, beginning to cry.

He turned on some random show before walking to his side of the bed.

I felt the bed dip beside me indicating that he was beginning to lay down.

Moments later, I felt the familiar warmth of his arms around my body, spooning me.

I smiled to myself.

He hasn't done this in awhile.

"Look at me". He said lowly.

I turned my body around, facing him.

He wiped the tears off my face, that I forgot we're even on my face.

"What's wrong". He asked worried.

I shook my head, while giving him a fake smile.

He huffed.

"Tell what's wrong mamas". He said, and kissed my forehead.

"Your not giving me attention anymore". I said while looking up at him.

He just stared at me.

I felt my face flush red.

"A-and, you always have an attitude with me, and I don't mean to upset you". I said feeling more tears coming.

He quickly pulled me into his arms, and wrapped his hands around my waist.

"I'm sorry love, you should have told me". He said looking into my eyes.

My eyes left his.

"I've just been stressed lately, I didn't mean to make you cry". He pecked my lips over and over.

I smiled at him.

"I love you so much". He said as he gave me one last passionate kiss.

"I love you too". I replied