Poems And Spoken Word פואמות וספוקנים

to all the girls I've loved

To all the girls I've loved.
I'm sorry I lied,
I'm sorry I cried.
I lied to myself again and again
But Never learned that love was pain.
I wanted to love and thought I did
But then it stopped like being a kid.
It was fun for a while,
And then it was not.
It was love for a while,
And then it was shot.
And now that I see it,
From so far away.
I think to myself,
Was it love all those days?
One was pretty and sweet and kind,
The other was fun and cool with a bright mind.
But out of a dozen there were two maybe three
That really made me think,
Is this really me?
And those were the ones,
The ones that I loved,
The ones that being without,
Was worse than any fight