10 - I realized now I love you too

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Jennie POV

It has been a week after the incident of me accidentally reading Lisa's book. She continues to ignore me and rarely she return home early. I know she will only return home somewhere around 2AM or 3AM in the morning and left the house when I am not around. We are currently in our short semester and Lisa took a total different time slot from my class. Most of her class are with Jisoo and Chaeng.

Speaking of Miyeon, I confronted her and she was so scared of me and told me everything was made up because she doesn't want Lisa for me. She wants Lisa by herself. I was super angry with her and told her to just go away. It was my mistake to believe Miyeon and not Lisa or Chaesoo. I talked to Jisoo about the confrontation and she told me everything she knows. She told me Lisa will never do that to me because she really loves me but she is not sure now.

She told me that Lisa was not old Lisa anymore. She was quiet and just focus in her class. I rekindle with Chaeng and told her how sorry I am behaving that way. Chaeng being the soft one gave me a big hug. I envy how Jisoo really loves Chaeng. I know Lisa loves me that way too but I was blind. I let my fear get back to me.

I've tried to talk to Lisa but she avoided me at all time. I followed her once just to know why she came back at 2AM in the morning. Apparently she spends her time in the library to avoid me and it is working.

After reading her book, I realized that I have love her from the start. I was just blind to not care about her actions. That time I find it weird when she always gives me something but Chaeng and Jisoo accepted it with open heart. Why can't i?

I miss you Lisa and I am sorry for what I've done. I must think of something to get Lisa to notice me back so I planned to catch her in the morning when I know she will have her jog session. I planned it well where I will unplug the cable from my laptop and will call her to come to my room and check it. I can't wait to be able to talk to her.

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The day has come and I quietly wait for Lisa's room to open. When I heard the door closes, I waited for about 20 minutes. Then I took out my phone and dialled out her number. I was waiting for her to pick it up. I hope she picks it up or else I don't know how to talk to her anymore. She is good at avoiding me.

After 5th ring, I was about to cancel the call when suddenly..

Lisa : "Hello Jennie? Why are you calling me?" Her voice was soft but not really soft like she used to call me. She used to call me Jen but now it's Jennie. I took a deep breath and continue with my monotonous voice.

Jennie : "The internet is not working. I need to submit my work. Can you come to my room to check."

Lisa :"Sure, I'm not at home right now. Expect me to reach there in 15 minutes"

Jennie : "Sure, just try as fast as you can. My work is urgent"

Lisa : "Sigh.. Sure just wait"

I pretended not to care but reality I was jumping waiting for her to come. After 15 minutes, I saw her open the main door to our apartment and I quickly close my door. After few steps, I heard a knock on my door. I open the door and saw flustered face Lisa. She looked so hot right now.

STOP IT JENNIE, This is not the time! Fix your relationship first. Win her heart!

I snapped out of it and show her my gummy smile. She was surprise at first then smile back to me. She still loves me and I will make sure she knows I like her too. Lisa was busy checking my network and I was busy checking out her body. She is hot, why I never think about it? I think I did but I usually snapped out of it. I remember when I was looking at her while gulping when she wears a very sexy pyjama.

"Ermm Jennie, the cable was unplugged. I have plug it back, you should be able to use it" Lisa showed me where the cable was unplugged by eyes just roam her side profile.

"If there is nothing else, I will go now..." She was about to go out when I suddenly grab her wrist and make her sit on my bed. I close the door and lock it. Lisa was nervous to what I want to do with her. I know she is scared of me but I will try to win back her heart.

"Jen.. Jennie, what are you doing, I need to take my shower.. Class will start in an hour" I smirk at her and sit beside her. I saw how she looked at me because I'm wearing a very short pyjama. She still likes me and I will make my move.

"Lisa-yaaa.. I want to seek forgiveness from you. I know what I did is wrong and I want you to forgive me please and..." I did not finish my word when she cut me through.

"There is nothing to forgive Jennie; I am the one who invade your privacy. I am sorry for liking you. I should have not done that because I cherish our friendship. I will try to move on from my feeling and will be better soon ok?" She is blabbering now and I cannot take it.

I kissed her hard on her lips and for the first time, I felt butterflies in my stomach. Her soft lips parted and I can hear small moan from her. At first she just froze but after I kiss deeper, she starts to reply my kiss. She loves me! I knew it. Suddenly she stops after she realized what she did.

"I am.. so... sorry Jen... It should not happen.. I am so stupid..." She was about to cry when I stop her with a peck.

"I like you Lisa-yahhh!! Stop saying sorry.. I am blind not realizing what you did for me. I am sorry I trust Miyeon more than you. I really like you and this is not a joke. I want to be with you! Please Lisa.. I like you... Give me a chance to prove it to you" Lisa's eyes went wide with the news and I gave her my softest smile. I don't want to say I love you yet to her. It's not the time yet.

"Are you sure Jen? I don't want you to pity me because I am like this. You are straight as a ruler and I want you to be happy. I am okay with this crush Jen..." I understand her feelings on how she is confused on my decision.

"Lisa, at first I thought it was just a phase of me feeling things for you so I ignore all of it. I like you from the first time I saw you at the bus stop. But I deny everything because I am confused with my feelings. When Miyeon came in, she wanted you for herself so she spread the rumours about you owning me. I was stupid Lisa, when you are not around, I realized that how much you fill my heart with your presence. I am sorry for ignoring you and making you jealous.. Allow me to make it up to you Lisa" Her tears fell when she listens to me and I wiped her tears.

"I like you too Jennie... so so much..." and with that, we kissed again. I don't know for how long we kissed because I can't get enough of her. I touched her everywhere and I know she cannot stand me.

We stopped when we are out of breath and Lisa needs to get ready for her classes.

"Just one more thing! Next semester, your class must be the same as mine. Understand?" Lisa nods because she is so whipped for me. I giggle and so does she.

When the door open, Jisoo came out from her room and was surprised to see how messy our hair is. She wiggles her eye brows and Lisa was blushing hard. I smiled and Jisoo nods at me understand that we are now okay. Jisoo looked so happy seeing Lisa skipping herself to her bedroom.

Speaking of Miyeon, she moved out from the house since none of us wants to talk to her and I just let her leave. She never apologized with what she did and I was pissed at her. She will never be my friend anymore.

About Lisa, I did not ask her to be my girlfriend because I want to ask when I bring her to the Carnival near our university. I want her to know how much I love her. I want Lisa to know she is my everything now...

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