You & Me (Jenlisa) - Completed

22 - Like the very first time

Jennie POV

Lisa drove us going back to our apartment. I'm surprise she still remembers the road.

"You still remember..." I spoke slowly sounded just like a whisper but she heard me.

"I never forget, never will. The place that gives me happiness and sadness" I look down when she said sadness. I know i did this to her. She then put her finger under my chin and brought my face up looking directly at her eyes.

"I too will never forget the place that might give me back my hapiness. With the woman I truly cherish.... that is if she wants it" She smiled and I can see love in her eyes.

We parked her car at designated area and I brought her upstairs. Our apartment that gave us many memories. I opened the door and she went in.

"Nini, you never change anything from this house? Except for your bowling bag location, where do you put it?" Lisa asked as if she did not feel anything. I felt a pang of guilt looking at her not holding any revenge or grudge. She is pure and I'm lucky if she still love me.

"Ermm.. a month after you left.. I stopped bowling. I sell off every single equipment I have. I lost myself when I was in Bowling so I don't want to do anything with bowling. I am sad when I looked at the equipment, it reminds me how I hurt you" My tears are about to drop when Lisa hug me tight.

"Nini, you shouldn't blame yourself of what happen. I am not trying good enough to win you until you find another replacement. Yes I left because I want you to think for yourself. I don't want you to pity me because I need you. I want you to accept me for who I am.. How about we sit out there at the balcony and try to catch our life for this past one year. No more lying, I will tell you about mine and you tell me about yours.. deal?" Lisa being matured really turns me on but this is not the time.

"Okay Lili, let me make your favourite tea and we will sit there" Lisa's face showed surprise when I still have her favourite tea.

"I have everything you like here so I feel that you are always near me" I shyly confessed making her eyes soften.

"You shouldn't but I'm not complaining.. maybe I still have some clothes here.. hehe I left some of my clothes that time.." Lisa chuckles at her statement.

Once the tea is ready, we both sit at our balcony. Lisa sips her tea and look at me softly.

"Where do I start Nini.. hurmmm... when I left you.. I went back to my hometown but I am still in contact with Jisoo.. I was crushed Nini, I cried the whole time. My parents didn't know why I came back but they just accepted me. My parents don't care much about me so it's okay. I missed you so much but I need to do this. I don't want to have a toxic relationship. I cried the whole month but I never took any alcohol because it's not the way. I lost appetites, I got into depression Nini.. I hate myself because I lost you to Kai. I hate myself for losing you and I hate myself when I caught you kissing him. I will lie if I said I'm not angry at all. I am angry... angry at you for cheating. What if I never caught you that day? Will it go on up until he got into your pants?" She sighs remembering everything. I saw her tears drop when she sigh.. she must be hurt until she can cry. Lisa was never a crying person since I've known her.

"Lili...." I was crying knowing how I hurt her. I don't deserve her.

"Let me continue Nini.. Let this be in our past so I will tell you in short how my year had been.. I lost weight tremendously until one day Jisoo called me telling that there's a position in her company but situated in Thailand. She sends my resume and got me the job. I was thankful to her and got the job. I worked hard collecting back all the money I gave you and Jisoo that day. Not even one day I did not think about you Nini. I called Jisoo from time to time to check on you but she said she moved out from your apartment. I always told her to take care of you. I never socialize, I was into my job because I miss you every fucking day. I want to hug you, kiss you, make love to you but I know there is no US already..." She stopped to drink her tea and then she continues while holding my hand.

"I was working hard one day at Starbuck because I need to finish my programming when I met Somi. She accidentally took my drink and she was so annoying but she made me laugh for the first time after our break up.. That's when we became friends, like friends only. There's only one person in my life, the only stubborn kitten I've known in my life. I found her at the bus stop and it was love at first sight" She winked at me and continues.

"Somi helped me with my depression acting as my little sister. I also have addiction to claw machine now because of her.. hahaha.. But she was there for me Nini. At first, she knows nothing about me but after few months, I started to tell stories about you and me. The wonderful ones of course. She knows everything that happened to us but don't worry, she never judged anybody. So Nini, that's my stories throughout the year I was away from you" I felt jealous with Somi who is able to make Lisa laugh. I fidgeted my fingers due to the overwhelm feeling I'm feeling right now. Lisa holds my hands again and smiles.

"Nini, you don't need to feel jealous. No one can ever replace you. I still love you Nini.. always.. I will only stick with you if you still want me.." Lisa looked at me doubting I still want her. She doesn't know how much I miss her.

"Lili, I still love you after everything that has happen.. I realized how much stupid of me to let you go and look at what we have now. We miss a year of being apart if it is not my fault. I am sorry Lili. I am stupid but please give me another chance to show you how much I love you..." I sounded like pleading but I don't care. I just want Lisa with me.

"You don't need any chance Nini, you already owned me from start... Let's start from the beginning..." She closed her eyes and open it softly looking at me.

"Hi, I'm Lalisa Pranpiya Manoban. I'm 25 years old and you looked stunning miss. May I know your name?" She smiled at me and I melted looking at her. She's my Lisa. The Lisa I've been missing so much. I shyly answer her after.

"Hi, I'm Jennie Kim. I'm 26 years old and you are not bad yourself. I like you from the moment I saw you. May I get to know you better? I think you might be the one.." Lisa was blushing and we kissed like the very first time.

We stopped catching our breath and Lisa looked at me so soft I can't never imagine she's doing it to other people.

"You still owe me your stories Nini... but right now, may I request your permission to be with you Nini? I miss you so so much..." I shyly nods and she stands giving her hand for me to catch.

I can't wait to show her how much I love her.. Now and forever..

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