How am I heartbroken though completely in love? I am in love with my girlfriend, no doubt in my mind.
The way we lay together, staring into her geyser blue eyes. I love her plenty, and I couldn't imagine life without her, yet I feel empty. Like the whole world is closing in on me.
I feel sadness around every corner though I have love, the one thing I have searched for.
Why do I feel lost? Is my undying love not enough to fill my void? What would be enough? I need closure in my family, the yelling and screaming.
I need to feel safe while not in her arms.
I need to feel, but all I do is feel. My body shuts down, protecting itself by making myself feel numb. No touch leaks through, I tend to lay still and unreachable.
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mind-numbingly sleepless nights
PuisiA collection of poems that I tend to write in the early hours of the morning when I can't sleep at night. Anything from love, to self love, confliction in relationships with my family, friends and myself. Random thoughts drizzled in between the line...
