November 2015
SLIGHT SMUT and a significant amount of agnst
Louis' POV
"No Lou! It's too much! I can't stand the videos and pictures and tweets of you and Eleonor!" Harry has been upset all day, new photographs were posted on social media of Eleonor and I at the airport. I never liked being out in public with her, knowing it hurt Harry's feelings. At this point I couldn't handle any of this anymore. "Well Harry, I can't handle your insecurities anymore!" I knew my words would hurt him greatly, but frankly I didn't care at the moment. Harry looked speechless, tears now streaming down his face.
"You know what Louis! Fuck you! I'm done with all your bullshit and your games! You don't care about me anymore!" So many words were jumbling around in my brain, damn I really needed a cigarette right now. Harry and I both knew we were absolutely exhausted, and have been for awhile. Both of us too scared to admit it, not wanting to give up on each other, but maybe that time has come.
Harry stalks forward towards me, aggressively grabbing the sides of my face, kissing me hard. I stumble back confused, he pulls away quickly. "If tonight is our last together, please, love me goodbye." I don't think this is a good idea, but frankly I don't care, I push any logical thoughts to the back of my mind, grab his waist, and kiss him.
Each layer of clothes we shed represent the lies we've told, each kiss we exchange is melting away the tension from the last couple of weeks, each caress of each other's skin burning, like the memories we share that will never disappear. I thought our breakup sex would be rushed, angry, and quick; however, as Harry lays under me, I want to go slow, savoring every lasting moment we have together.
Harry is breathless, staring at me while I stretch him out. Once we lock our eyes, he looks down at my chest quickly, his fists haven't left the sheets, twisting and fidgeting. "Harry, please look at me while we make love, I need this, please." I don't care how desperate I sound right now, I need him, all of him, even if it's just for tonight.
I push myself into him, shuddering, wanting to savor the feeling of him around me, but I know soon we will both grow impatient. Our bodies are one within this moment, our tattooed skin blending together under the light of the single lamp on the bed side table. I don't ever wanna forget this moment, his legs squeezing around my hips, his nails scratching into my back, and his pants and moans tumbling out of his mouth against my ear.
I collapse next to him, the sound of our labored breathing filling the room. He sits at the edge of the bed, grabs a tissue to clean himself off. He quickly starts to get dressed. No, this can't be it, he can't leave me. "Harry, Hazza please, stay, we can work this out, I promise I'll try harder, I love you so much." His back is still to me, I need to see his eyes, the green is calming to me, makes me feel grounded. "I'm sorry Lou, I think we both need times to ourselves, I need time to think, bye, see you at the studio." And with that he's out the door, the love of my life, walking out, the only thing left now is my shattered heart.
A few weeks later
"So Louis, got a new song for us lad, let's hear it" Liam was very excited and told Harry and Niall about how I wrote this song all by myself, first one I've ever written with no partner or help at all. I go to the piano, pulling out my sheet music, making a second of eye contact with Harry before I start playing, knowing if I looked into his eyes a moment longer, I would crumble under his gaze.
It's inevitable everything that's good comes to an end
It's impossible to know if after this we can still be friends, yeah
I know you're saying you don't wanna hurt me Well, maybe you should show a little mercy The way you look I know you didn't come to apologize Hey, hey, hey Oh, why you wearing that to walk out of my life?
Hey, hey, hey
Oh, even though it's over you should stay tonight
Hey, hey, hey
If tomorrow you won't be mine
Won't you give it to me one last time?
Oh, baby, let me love you goodbye Unforgettable together, held the whole world in our hands
Unexplainable, a love that only we could understand, yeah I know there's nothing I can do to change it
But is it something that can be negotiated?
My heart's already breaking, baby, go on, twist the knife Hey, hey, hey
Oh, why you wearing that to walk out of my life?
Hey, hey, hey
Oh, even though it's over you should stay tonight
Hey, hey, hey
If tomorrow you won't be mine
Won't you give it to me one last time?
Oh, baby, let me love you goodbye
Oh, baby, let me love you goodbye One more taste of your lips just to bring me back
To the places we've been and the nights we've had
Because if this is it then at least we could end it right Oh, why you wearing that to walk out of my life?
Hey, hey, hey
Oh, even though it's over you should stay the night, yeah
Hey, hey, hey
If tomorrow you won't be mine
Won't you give it to me one last time?
Oh, baby, let me love you goodbye Oh, baby, let me love you goodbye
Oh, baby, let me love you goodbye
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