I'm Sorry..

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Kenny's POV

There was a knock on the door of Butters' room, so I opened it. Stan and Kyle stood on the other side. Kyle looked down and put his hands in his pockets and Stan simply smiled. 

"Hey Ken, is Eric here? Kyle wanted to check up on him."

"Oh I think he-" I started to answer, but was interrupted.

"He's not here. Come on Stan. Kenny is hanging out with Butters." His voice was quiet and he sounded hurt.

I watched as he grabbed the other boys hand, dragging him away. Once they were gone I closed the door and turned back to my boyfriend. He was sitting up on his bed while looking down at his phone. Why did Kyle say that last part? It sounded like he was hurt in a way. That doesn't make any sense though. Leo and I have been hanging out forever. The only difference is the two of us are officially dating now. Could that be why he's upset? That doesn't make any sense though. He hasn't had a problem with Butters and me before a year ago. Ever since we graduated from high school he would leave whenever Leo was around. God it must be my fault that our group is so divided..

"Ya alright Ken?" I heard the small blondes voice and looked in his direction.

"Yeah.. Sorry.."

Kyle's POV

"Dude I don't care at this point," I spoke before downing another drink. 

Stan was obviously worried, but he didn't push me. I put the now empty bottle down and leaned back in my chair. My eyes closed for a moment before they opened again. Maybe it wasn't such a good decision to drink so much.. Nothing bad can happen though. As long as his best friend is with me nothing will seem so bad. 

I stood up and walked over to Stan, pulling him into a tight hug. "I'm so sorry dude.." I muttered as tears formed in my eyes.

It took him a moment to respond. "For what?"

"For everything! For what happened at the party in middle school especially. I was just so scared that we really were just playing the game and didn't want to scare you off. Basically I ruined everything and-" In the middle of my statement I felt somebody's lips touch mine.

We stayed like that for a minute before Stan broke the kiss. Some tears that had formed in my eyes rolled down my cheeks.

"I'm so confused Stan.." my voice cracked as my gaze fell to the floor.

With a quiet sigh my friend lied down on his own bed. "Come on. I know it helps to be near someone."

I reluctantly moved next to him. The dark haired boys arms wrapped around me, bringing the two of us closer. It was deeply relaxing, and eventually we both fell asleep like that. When the morning came Stan woke me up. I hardly remembered anything from the night before. All I remembered was that I slept next to him and I drank a lot. Maybe I should go apologize to Kenny..

"Come on dude. We start classes in an hour," he tossed some clothes at me as he spoke.

Once the two of us were dressed we walked out of our room. Jimmy and Token were already walking down the hall, but we didn't want to interrupt their conversation. Instead we started to walk around until we met up with Heidi and Wendy. Both of them were wearing similar outfits, except the color scheme was different. They looked us up and down, but Heidi was looking very closely at me. She was probably upset about the whole Cartman thing.

"Hey.." I slightly smiled to them.

"So Kyle, I heard you and Eric started dating." Wendy had a kind and curious expression.

"Yeah, we've been together since freshman year."

"Really! Why didn't anybody tell me?" She crossed her arms.

"We sorta assumed everybody knew.." I rubbed the back of my neck with a small chuckle.

Eventually we all parted and went to our classes. At the end of the day I was bored, so I went to Eric's room. I knew Kenny wouldn't be there, and Butters was probably going to study with some friends, so we could just be together. When I got there I sat on his bed, waiting for him. He walked in a little later, slamming the door behind him. I couldn't help but flinch from the noise.

"Are you okay..?" I got up and went over to him, placing my hand on his shoulder.

He hesitated for a moment, but pushed my arm off of him.

"What the hell happened with Stan last night? I know it wasn't nothing because he told me himself." His voice was steady and stern.

What did Stan say to him that made Eric so upset? Nothing even happened. All we did was share the bed. Doesn't he know that I would never cheat on him?

"Well? Tell me what happened!"His yelling brought back memories from when we were children.

"All that happened is I slept in the same bed as him. Happy?"

"You know that isn't what happened. Wanna know why I think that? Because Stan told me everything."

"Everything? But we only-" That's when I remembered. Stan and I had kissed that night, and I completely forgot. Just like I apologized to him and forgot why.

"Yeah, you remember don't you." While he spoke I got closer to him, but he shoved me. "Back off Kahl!" My back hit the corner of his desk, sending pain through my body.

"It wasn't even that bad.. I was drunk and I forgot to push him away.." I put my hand on the spot that hurt the most.

Before Eric could speak, two blonde boys walked in. The two of us looked at them, and they did the same.

"Is this a bad time fellas..?" Butters asked innocently.

"I was just leaving." After speaking I carefully got off of the ground.

I tried to keep from crying, but tears had already formed in my eyes. They started to fall as I quickly hobbled out of the room. Apparently Stan knew where I was, as he was walking down the hall. When he saw me his pace quickened until he had me in his arms.

"What happened to you?" The worry was clear in his voice.

"I just want to go back to our room.." My voice quivered as I kept it at a low tone.

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