wrong party $ zion kuwonu

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Z I O N

fuck.

my head hurts.

i feel like someone's been punching my head repeatedly.

i feel the sunlight shine brightly through the window but i didn't feel like waking up. i took a deep breath and smelled the bed sheets and realized they smelt just like isa.

wait isa? how did i end up on isa's bed?

in just seconds, all the memories from last night came rushing back to my head.

my eyes shot open widely.

isa.

i woke up immediately and sat up. i looked all around me and noticed the mess surrounding me. the broken glass with blood. all books and papers messed all over the floor.

fuck did i do this?

shit shit shit.

i looked down at my right hand feeling the pain, but it was already cleaned and wrapped up. i remember nick fixing it.

i got up from bed and ran out the room.

i need to see isa.

i fucked up badly. i fucked up real bad.

the memories of isa crying kept replaying in my head making me angry at myself. i feel guilty. i just wanna beat myself up for making her scared like that.

i went into melodys room. she isn't in there. i went into the bathroom. she isn't in there.

i ran downstairs and saw everybody in the kitchen eating breakfast. but i don't see isa.

they all saw me walk in and stopped what they were doing.

melody starts shaking her head and stands up from the table. she walks towards me and stares right into my soul.

then out of nowhere, she slapped me.

my eyes widened and i touched my cheek.

"that's for making isa go through your dumb bullshit last night," she says and walks back.

i sighed and rubbed my cheek, "i deserved that."

"yes you really did," jenni said putting a full spoon of cereal in her mouth.

"you really fucked up zion," nick said.

"where did you even go last night?" edwin asked.

"that doesn't matter right now, i just want to talk to her," i said looking around. "where is she? is she here?"

"no she went to go see natee like an hour ago," melody said. "but even if she was here, she wouldn't want to see you."

i sighed in frustration. "of course she went to go see natee," i whispered.