Who Are You? - Text Imagine

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I ran towards him and give him a punch in his chest.

"Tangina mo bakit ka aalis ng walang paalam? Bakit ba ang patola mo? Bakit hindi mo na ko kinakausap? Paano kung hindi na tayo magkita? Paano kung makahanap na ko ng iba? Hindi ka ba nagaalala don? Gago kaa, iiwan mo talaga ako dahil sa prank ko sayo? Puta, Taehyung, wala akong ibang kausap maliban sayo, it was really for you. I love you." There, I say it all, I tell him everything, what I fel, kung ano yung totoong nararamdam ko.

"Putangina naman Taehyung, bakit ka tumatawa? Pinaglalaran mo ba ko?" I asked him seriously, crying too.

"Baka, baka kasi.. huling beses na kitang tawanan." he smiled on me, but I saw in his eyes the sadness he's feeling.

"Anong huli?!?" I hissed. "No, this is not the last time." he smiled again. "Don't smile on me."  light  on me, neoege dagaseol su eopseunikka, naegen bulleojul ireumi eopseo...

"I'm leaving but it doesnt mean I will never comeback. Magugustuhang iba? I doubt it, nag-iisa lang ang Kim Taehyung na to sa mundo. Elaria,,"

He hold both of my hands and look at me directly in my eyes.

"Our situation now is just an example of too many wrong timing relationships.We cant be together Elaria, palayain muna natin ang isa't isa."

Inalis niya ang pagkakahawak sakin at niyakap ako.

"And, I love you too." He whispered in my ear.

Simula nung humiwalay yung katawan ko akap ng bisig niya, hindi na ko nakagalaw sa kinatatayuan ko. I just watch him to board on the airplane.

Dapat ko bang pang-hawakan yung "muna" , hindi ba parang ang sakit naman nun, hindi ko yata kakayanin.

Graduation na graduation ko tapos na heart broken pa ko.

Iniwan mo lang ako ng ganito, bakit? Pinaglalaruan mo ba ko? I love you too pero umalis ka? Ano yon?

Tama, hindi dapat panghawakan ang mga sinabi mo.

It's just words, words that can bend, hindi dapat ako umasa, lalo na sayo!

I hate you! I hate you Kim Taehyung,, mas malala pa sana ang mangyari sayo. Nag-iisa ka nga lang sa mundo, paasang Kim Taehyung. Sa oras at araw na bumalik ka dito. Gaganti ako sayo, hindi na ko magiging marupok sayo.

And from there, I decided to take a cab and go home.

When I got home, I do fake smiles to hide my real feelings. It was a goodjob for me cause they dont see it. I'm broke. I'm damn broke. Ngayon lang ako nagkaganito, damn priorities, damn you!

I started to get ready to sleep and also, started to think and cry, paano na ko ngayon? Tangina naman e, di naman naging kami pero bakit ganto? Muka akong may 10 year relationships na nawala lang bigla.

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Taehyung's POV

I left her standing still there. She's crying. Hindi ko kayang nakikita syang ganon kaya pinilit ko nang umalis. Ayokong makita niya kong umiyak.

"You'll hate me for this, I will come back, and we'll continue what's supposed to be." I said as I look outside the window of the plane.

"Sana makita mo."

We just left Japan few minutes ago, it was this plane's connecting flight to England.

When I got there, my father come to pick me up. He didn't notice my swollen eyes and just continue to talk about stuffs.

"Your mom told me, you're going back there after we finished establishing business there, I will make sure you'll have your review here and I'll let you manage those business. I will be very proud to say that I have a son who is officially a business man starting to make name." He talked and alked about something until we get to his house. He said he's buyed this few months ago and he started to miss me and mom. He's lonely here.  I can feel the sadness. I think, I choose the right decision, to be with my dad and...

...to left Elaria to catch her dreams. It will be very easy for her if I leave. Sana pagbalik ko, pwede na, pwede pa.

"You had a long flight, you must be tired. Use this phone and contact your mother, tell her that you're already here, safe. I gotta go, son. Have some rest." He closed the door as he left my room.

Should I use this to contact Elaria?

No, please dont, Taehyung. Macoconfuse lang yon sa kung anong meron sainyo.

"I'm doing this for you, Elaria. I just need to trust you, na sana, sana makita mo yung singsing.

I'll pray hard for it. Everyday. Just for you to find it. .

You will find it in time and I trust you, not to ask,

"who are you?"