Accidental [ Part 2 ][ BoyxBoy]

Chapter One

excuse spelling errors and also extra commas which there will be alot of .

Raquel- 

to,be perfectly honest , it wasnt the school I was worried about . I knew I could fly through that with no problems . I had never liked school but I also,had never failed in it . I wasnt worried about basketball,either . That was all figured out . 

I was more worried about the fine girls and boys I would be seeing . 

In the last week I had done some real soul searching and realized what it was that I was attracted to exactly . I knew I liked girls , wasnt a doubt in my mind about that . I knew from my incident with Yvonne and how I was attracted to the India girl on my visit to Brimson college that I still had a thing for females . Puzsy was still very lovely to me . 

then I was attracted to Dante .  

And at first I thought it was just him . For a long while I was actually thinking it was just him until I took a minute and thought about it and looked around . My nigga Drake was a tall , light skinned pretty boy . And when I thought about it more , the more I realized how good looking he actually was .  

It just wasnt right to think that about my own friend but it waa the truth . I got turned on just by wondering what ifs . 

When I thought about my attraction to boys even more i realized just how deep my attraction to boys actually was,. 

there was no doubt about what I was . I knew it . 

I liked girls and boys both . Though I didnt wantt to put the label bi-sexual on it just yet , thats what I was . 

And I was worried about that . Not only would there be a high supply of fine women looking for a tall caramel nigga like me but there would also be a supply of niggas looking for the exact same thing . 

what about who I had waiting at home for me though ? 

I hadnt slipped since the thing I had with Yvonne at the beginning of the summer and I wasnt planning on slipping again either .  

But shit , what 19 year old wanted to ignore the shit I was seeing ?  

Cause I sure as hell didnt . 

I opened the glass door to the main office of Brimson . The bustle was crazy . 

There were five windows and all five had a long line that stretched across the floor which was about the size about of a basketball court , net to net . 

The room was huge , tan walls and white marble floors that were scuffed beyond janitorial repair , with with all the people pushing and shoving to get into line or keep the spot that they had " claimed " , it looked tiny .  

I decided right then that I wasnt even going to attempt getting into a line . I would leave and come back the tomorrow . Maybe then I would have a better chance at not being in line all day . 

I turned to leave but felt a tug on the back of shirt that made me turn back around .  

I felt a small smile tug onto my face when I saw who it was and exactly what they were wearing . 

It was India .  

I hadnt spoken to India since I met her on the college tour . I had given her my number and she had called a few times but I felt guilty about being attracted to her and that guilt kept me from answering those calls . 

We had sent a text or two back and forth but I wasnt trying to get caught up . So it ended there . 

I licked my lips unconciously .