Enemies with benefits ! (18+ tzukook fanfic )

42# regret

No one's POV

Jungook and JHope is playing video game in V's playroom. It's their very old habit.And for this game they are very close to each other.

"What's with you and tzuyu again?" JHope asks in between their game.

"Oh! Shit ! You are dead now!"

In next moment JHope shouts and then  smiles a little.

Then in next second jungook yells.

"You did it intentionally? Isn't it??" Jungook seems angry with him!

"C'mon man you are now your mid 20's.Don't behave like a school going kid."

JHope teases jungook more.

"Ok let's talk about some real shits."

JHope also puts down the joystick.He seems really serious.

"What you wanna know?" Jungook raises his eyebrow. His throat seems dry suddenly.

"What's going between you guys now?" JHope asks out of the blue.

"I think you have a girlfriend and tzuyu also have a person in her life.So don't mess things up like previous time."

JHope kind of warns him.

"What??! She has someone in her life?!" Jungook seems angry suddenly.

"Is it that Soo bin??"
he is literally frowning now.

"Hey. Hey .. easy man.You also got a girlfriend.So why are you reacting that much??"  JHope asks.

He also added..

"And You already made this clear when we were in Hawaii.As it wasn't possible for you to be in a relationship with her.so why now?" JHope rolls his eyes.

"And don't forget about your confession what you did back then.You even hurted that poor thing! So don't try to be fool her again." JHope tries to recall all the things he witnessed.

"Ok ok.. jungook sighs and lifts his both hand in surrender." I will tell you.

"Ahh! It's so frustrating!"  Jungook pulls his hair with his hands.

"I already told I got a huge crush on her.In a very bad way,you know.I don't know from when,but I found myself messing around with her a lot."

"It's not like I did those teasing things just because I didn't like her.But it's more like I wanted her attention all the time, so I was being jerk all the time! I just wanted to make sure that all the time she is looking at me or talking to me."

"That's why I did those childish things to her to got her attention.But the main thing I skipped that time."

Jungook looks down for a moment.It seems like he is embarrassed."

"And did you remember the party in Suga bro's house?When I first got drunk?"
Jungook looks at JHope.

JHope only nods his head.But inside of him he is dying with curiosity.

"On that day,we had sex!As both of us was in a drunken state.She was more drunk and didn't realise who am I."

"But for me,I was in a better state, so i knew from the very beginning it was her.That's why I did this. But it's not all my fault.Someone spiked the drinks. So it's kind of natural.

"And If it wasn't her then I have never done this." Jungook looks at JHope.

JHope is like he is listening any horror story.His eyes pops out in excitement.

"Hey don't give me that reaction." Jungook said.

"Then things got messy and I started to realise how much I adore her,how much I love her.But you know our relationship."

"She was the one with whom I want be together in exchange of my life." Jungook sadly smile.

"So there's the only way to keep her around me.It was be in a no strings attached relationship with her."

I somehow convinced her.

"actually I trapped her by teasing her intentionally.I made a bet with her.And You know how she is. she is total crackhead.So she accepted my challenge in a second." Jungook slightly smiles.

And we became,
"enemies with benefits!!!"

"But from the very first I was madly in love with her.and only with her."

In last jungook's voice seems heavy.

"But isn't it over now? You ended it so well by plotting with yoora.then?"

JHope asks in a low voice.

"And now you and polin isn't a thing?" JHope raises his eyebrow.

"I know It was me who ended this.Cause I lately realised that I truly love her so I didn't want to our relationship to be nasty."

"Cause she will always think I continued this relationship not for loving her badly, but for having a lust for her body."

"Hmm. You have point.She has really a good physic." JHope teases jungook and smiles a bit.

Jungook's eye pops open by hearing this. He feels like murdering JHope.

"Then?" Seeing jungook's angry face,JHope try act normal. But he fails terribly.

"Ok.I forgive you!" Jungook sarcastically said and both laughs.

"So I ended it with twist.I was being total jerk in that time.So she stoped whatever was going between us and left the country.But I didn't know that she will go that far. Or else I will stop her."

"But for me.It was always her.In future it will also be her.I never get her out from my shitty heart as well as from brain."

"And you know very well why I didn't tell all those. I was afraid."

"I was afraid that she will misunderstand  my love. She will really think that i did all those only for her sex.I didn't want to ruin those moments.And you know how savage she is."

Both starts to laugh.

"But don't you think she also liked you?" JHope asks.

"I also knew her from childhood.She is not the type of person to take a bait that easily.There's no one in her life."

"Isn't it kind of weird for her to be your partner in those type of shits?" JHope smiles.

"I don't know.I just know that i need her.Not for a single day but for my whole lifetime.and i need to start from fresh.I have already spent my 7 years without het. But after seeing her from that close,Its not possible to live like this."

"But I afraid she already moved on?" JHope tries to talk about the fact.

"That soo bin is with her whenever she went to USA. So I think this won't work for you guys.You lost your chance to win her heart." JHope shakes his head.

"I don't know.But I want to give it a try.What will I do I don't know either.but I am sure I don't wanna date her.so I will tell you when I will surely know the answer." Jungook said.

"And for polin and me.We are just friends.She knows my heart belongs to someone else from the very beginning.And it didn't change for a single moment in past years."

"Now wish me luck. I need it!" With that jungook walks out from the room to get some candy.

When he is in hallway he sees tzuyu is in kitchen.She is struggling with her mischievous hair by blowing them with her lips as both of her hand is messy with cookie doughs.

She is blowing her hair but it doesn't work and it looks like she is pouting.She looks so adorable now.Jungook cant control himself.forgetting everything he starts to walk near her.