Enemies with benefits ! (18+ tzukook fanfic )

55# breaks down

No one's POV

"I don't believe you,Jeon jungook! You are a liar! You are an asshole!"

Tzuyu starts to yell at jungook looking at him.

After some moments tzuyu is sober now a little bit.

"You did something with me, you made me feel that I am a special person to you!Then in next moment you said bullshit behind my back!"

Tears are falling down from her eyes continuously.

"I got really hurt by your action but didn't say anything. Hearing those words I truly believed that you hate me. So I prepared myself to get separated from you.Then what did you do?"

Jungook tries to wipes her tears but tzuyu pushes his hand further .

"Then you again made me think that I am the one you want to be with.And I again fell into your trap.I was the dumbest. But you are the worst.Tzuyu wipes her tears by herself."

"I don't believe you and I don't want to believe you!"

Tzuyu's eyes again got teary and she sniffs because of her uncontrollable tears.

Jungook wraps her more tightly in his embrace and let her hurt him. He Didn't just say anything. He was afraid that he might hurt her more with his apology.

"What did you do in Hawaii?Suddenly out of the blue you got your one of ex girlfriend back just to make me a bloody bitch."

"How can you do that to me?Jungook? If you always hate me then why did you give me that wishbone pendant? What did you think I won't be able to find out that it is not gifted by aunt but you?"

Tzuyu scoffs.

"And Why did you spend the night with me on the beach? Was it just to get revenge on me?? Then you should have told me that you are just playing a game?"  Tzuyu bombers jungook with her questions.

"But are you satisfied now? Did you get your revenge properly? Seeing me like that measurable are you happy now?"

Tzuyu tries to smile but her eyes looks fierce.

"you thought whenever I fell for your charm completely then it will be more fun to left me like that?' Huh? Why don't  you give me any answers now?"

  Tzuyu tries to push jungook afar but he couldn't let that happen.

He keeps her in his embrace even more tightly. As if He is afraid she will be vanish if he let her go .

"Are you happy now? After all those fucking year I couldn't even forget you?I didn't get over from our fucking memories? I didn't get myself together. And I am completely broken by you?"

Tzuyu completely broke down at this time.

"And most funniest part I am still wearing your meaningless gift which you forgot long ago!"

With that tzuyu tore her pendant and throws it at jungook without looking at him.

"Are you happy now? Jeon jungook??"

Tzuyu breaks down in tears.She just can't hold herself together. She is crying with her heart full. She doesn't even try to hide her pain infront of jungook.

Jungook is feeling like someone just stabs him with a sharp knife for thousands time! Each and every words of Tzuyu's made him feel guilty! After all those years he just thinks about himself and his pain.

But he didn't even think how is she feeling after what he did to her. And hearing about her pains and all like this he can't  forgive himself.

"I am a terrible person.Tzuyu.But please don't cry like this. It makes me more guilty. You are a fighter tzuyu.If you behave like this, then I won't be able to forgive myself. Please give me one more chance to prove myself."

But jungook couldn't said it loud.He just grabs her in a tight hug and try to give her the feeling of safety. But he already knows it's too late.And he is the reason of her lifetime sorrows.

After sometimes tzuyu get herself together and goes to the washroom.Then after taking shower she gets ready with her clothes. She looks like more stable now.

"Jeon jungook you have succeeded to make me fool. I hope you got your revenge and satisfied now.The wishbone charm pendant given by you was the last sign I carried all those years on my own. It was my choice to carry it with me." tzuyu sighs.

"But I don't want to bear it anymore.The pain you gave me, it will never faded. Whenever I see you I will recall those lessons you gave me."

"And in future please don't try to apologise or don't try to be sweeter with me.It was my fault that I fell for your tricks that easily."

"And even after 7 years when I think about my stupidity I can't but laugh." 

"What was I thinking that time? I mean seriously??I did all of those shits with you? How? I mean now when I think about this, I feel disgusted."

"And what you did it's totally fine cause there was no don't and do's in between enemies. So no need to be feeling guilty or something else."

"In those long years I realised one thing, We are enemy by born.Nothing can change our fate.If we push harder then it will hurt us more."

"And for future I will be more careful that no one can easily get me like you got me."

With that tzuyu left jungook's apartment.

In those long time jungook didn't say anything or didnt even try to holds her back. He was listening all those while  looking down .

Actually he has nothing to say.Each and every word said by her is true.He was being total jerk all the time. He dragged her in those mess by some cheap tricks. Then he again said bullshit about her. Then broke her heart by doing another tricks.

All the day he spent time thinking how hypocrite, terrible person he is!

He can't erase the crying face of tzuyu from his head. He can't even imagine in what she had to gone through.

"I will make it right for you tzuyu.I will make you the happiest person ever.I will love you till you will be healed completely. I will make you forget those scars by loving you till my last breath."

"I love you chou tzuyu. And I can't live without you.."