Chapter 4: Expect the best, Pray for your death

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I was hoping today would be better than the last one . Good thing the nurse saw me staring at completely nothing which is pretty strange for her to see .I slept uncomfortable on the mini  chair because i had promise my mom that i would never leave her alone . The good news is that the doctors says her Shock disorder can be cured if see stays here in the hospital .So later after seeing my mom resting peacefully on her bed .I went out to have breakfast as i walked out the nurse was passing by me saying how did you slept? i replied fine and what happened last night who put on the mini chair ? and she replied I think it was the doctor...

I went to cafateria for some breakfast .And i bought milk and porridge for breakfast and it was delicious .I put back the tray and headed back to my mom's room to check if  she was alright  being by herself. Then i heard that someone died  in the hospital last night by mental/shock disorder and heart failure .I was a bit frightened when  i heard that from the nurse .

I knew that my mom had the same condition as the other patient who had died last night knowing that my mom would the next to go insane .

I pray for my mom death in the future knowing that there's a reason for her to die without warning even if the best docter in  the world was here to help her it would be entirely useless. But what was on my head was "Why my mom ? ..."Why cant it be someone else??.This was completly stressing me out and making my fear just reappear again .

Knowing that now i should spend the time with her then later because later would be too late .

Heading outside for some fresh air:

I took my mother out for some sunlight and some fresh air .knowing this would help my mother breath   easily .  I left her for 40 seconds on the garden to observe the colors of the flowers .And while i was gone i had to look around the hospital if there was any problem with other patients . I went to the lobby finding another patient who had shock disorder and heart failure  who might be next and felt pify for those who have that including my mom who's  been there for me ...

I had to go back to check if she ws okay there . As soon as i went to check her . she was conpletely gone...

I searched everywhere in the garden . Knowing that i have to check the lobby and her room

I ran as fast as possible to the lobby of the hospital  finding her sitting beside the other patient who had the same condition they both can't speak or hear but i could'nt understand how would they communicate with other instead of just staring ,

I her back to her room to rest

As we got back to her room she started  to point at something near the window , I went to check at what she was  pointing at .As i went i saw a black crow out the window I was wondering "what is a black crow doing on top of a hospital window ???

It was getting late so i tucked her too bed and fell asleap and as well for i decided to rest too on the chair .

and figuring what will happen next .

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