Nafeesa's POV
"What are you thinking of"
"About the innocent girl"
"I told you it wasn't your fault" he said trying to calm me down
"It's my fault because you even blame me last 20 years"
"Let's forget about the pass"
"No, we can't"
"You are just making the matters worst"
"I'm just too selfish and I make decision without thinking about the innocent girl" I said in between my sobs
"Stop calling yourself selfish"
"Then why did you call me before" completely breaking down
"Wa'iyazubilla, you are also making it hard on me" he said brushing his hands in his hair
"How do I approach her, how did you expect me to her her that, how did you expect me to tell her I am a monster"
"When will you stop thinking like that"
"What you said is actually true, that she will only see me as a monster not the caring mom" I said remembering the fight we had 20years back.
Flashback
"How will she react when she knows the truth,she will only see you as a monster instead of the caring mom" he said trying to make me understand
"No, I will always be her caring mom"
"No you are mistaking, you can be but not before she knows the truth"
"She won't"
"You know what, you are just been selfish and let me tell you something you can't hide this from her" he spat harshly
"Just because you don't know the pain I'm going through" I said crying, I have never seen him so angry
"You are not the only one going through the pain"
"But you can get married again and have your children"
"Did I ever mention adding another wife apart from you"
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I Am Not Sultana
AdventureWhy are some people always in my dreams, staring at me and calling me with a strange name. I think something is fishy.
