It had been over a week that Rose had had an attack or sort of it and she wasn't attending any classes for over 5 days.
She didn't answer any texts and she was no where to be found.
She was spending all her time in a grave staring at her dead parents and crying.
At a decent hour she'd call a cab and go home.
When Rose reached home that day she found out that she didn't have money so she had to move out so that the tenants could come in and she could get a little money. She had also giving doing a part time job a thought.
When she entered her house before unlocking she saw her aunt sitting there."Hi, aunt Bella. Its so nice to see you." She said to her aunt. She definitely wasn't happy seeing her. "Hi Rose. How are you doing? You have stopped driving and look a bit off. What's the matter? I know it's your parents and you don't need to bottle it up or else you'll start having attacks regularly." Her autn said.
Yes, she cared for her. She was a nice person but she could be cruel at times.
Rose asked her to come in and they sat down." My child you can't cut off yourself from the world to mourn. You have been storng for a lot and going on as nothing happened was a strong decision but not like this. Cutting yourself from everyone not answering any calls nor being at home, your friends thought that you were dead! ", her aunt alomst shouted at her.
Rose sat there silently and taking her silence as confirmation she continued," Where were you gone? Joe has called me thirce today and let's forget the days before. You have stopped driving which means something is off. What is it?"
"I was at their graves and at nights I used stay here. I am not driving because my body feels numb as I do that. I can't think of going in a car by myself. I am scared. I've been strong for too long and now I can't act as if it is fine. I'm having anxiety attacks and I can't deal with this loss . I have no one to talk to. With all the drama going in my life and then this. I just can't take all of this ", Rose said sobbing.
Aunt Bella looked at her and then said that it's fine to have breakdowns and it's fine to not be OK. She lost her family in a second and she didn't need to pretend that everything was OK when it wasn't. She had her time to decide if she wanted to come in her house with her cousins and uncles and his God Father or go to a dorm but she couldn't put the house in rent without the permission of the owner which was her God father - James.
Rose nodded at this and then went to the kitchen and got both of them something to eat.
Rose then informed her aunt that she had already payed for two months and then she couldn't just ditch it. Aunt Bella nodded and said that she can get it back if her gaurdain doesn't allow her to stay and she will live with her not there alone she'll take care of everything and that she should trust
her.Rose nodded and then sighed releasing a big breath she didn't recognise holding.
Aunt Bell then told her that she should freshen up and then come down.
Rose agreed to it and went up to her room.When she came down she saw that in the TV room Bella was sitting with two tubs of ice cream and loads of chocolates and drinks.
She went and asked her why all of this was there only to be silenced by a video clip of her parents college days and mairrage playing on the TV.She started to sob and then within minutes the ice creams were no where to be seen the drinks empty and only wrappers of the chocolates.
They spent solid three hours doing this and then Rose made up her mind to go to college and ask James to talk to the authorities for the fees and she would move in with Bella.Bella then said, "You need to go to a therapist dear. Don't look at me like that. You won't heal with me you need someone else to talk to okay?"
Rose nodded and went with Bella to her house.
A/N: okay so that was for this chapter
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General FictionRose is like your average looking girl in her twenties. She attends NYU along with her friends. Her High school relationship that lasted for three long years is no more left. A car accident takes her parents aways from her and she starts having pani...