Happy Pills

Same pain...

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None POV
It was coming from....

Blade's room....!
"Blade... is he... is he.... CRYING!?!?!" Mikey thought in utter shock by that time all his tiredness was replaced with curiosity and worry he rushed nears Blade's room, the door was slightly opened but had no light.

Then he did something he never do when he enters Donnie's lab...
He knocked... even though the door was opened if he wanted he could just have got in without permission but he understood the situation that one of his human friend is sad he should be calm and caring.

"Hey Blade it's me can I come in?" he asked softly and gently. Mikey had never been so quiet in his entire life but this time his voice was really soft and smooth

"Ye-yea sure dude come in..." he replied Mikey noticed his voice was breaking.

Mikey fully opened the door to see Blade sitting crossed legged, his head bended down making him unable to see his face his hands were covered in the blankets to wrists. The light coming from the door was enough for Mikey to see him.

He noticed little water droplets falling on his leg "Blade bro what's the matter? Are you sad? I heard sobbing noises from your room" Mikey asked Blade looked up at him he had dark circles under his eyes his breath was heavy "Me? Sad? What could make this jolly dude sad?" He said smiling which wasn't really helping he tried to be happy as he could but eventually failed.

Blade broke down in front of Mikey he was weeping with look of awfulness on his face. Mikey immediately went to Blade and sat beside him on his bed. Mikey side hugged him and stroked his head.
"M-Mikey I... didn't mean to..."
"Shhh" "It's alright don't worry..."
He said with the most gentle and soothing. Mikey was never that calm or soft, he always had been noisy one.
But today was.... different.

Blade responded to Miley by putting an arm behind him reaching till his shoulders and rested his head on him.
For a moment everything was silent as if the time had stopped. They snuggled up for a long time without saying anything until...

Then Mikey noticed it. Blades arm they had cuts he then further analyzed it without telling Blade yet some cuts were really old while some were not too long a ago... And some where freashly new... and were still bleeding

Mikey was shocked to learn that this cheerful poor guy was cutting him self then he had a flashback of his own

Flashback :- (little bit of Mikey POV)
Mikey was Accused by Leo that he messed up a big fight which nearly cost their brothers' life especially Donnie...  the one who always saves their family from getting on the edge of the life and help recover from damages was now fighting his own life and death 56 % of chances were their of him not surviving But with Leo and Raph, Donnie was somehow able to survive , Mikey remembered that time that Raph AND Leo were about to Kill him LITTERALLY  even Master Splinter was dissapointed Casey didn't meet him but April she texted me how I was doing and did I ate and other caring stuff... Eventually Donnie healed up and every one started cheering and had a small party for him by that time he was all strong enough again everyone came including April but not me I wasn't aloud to be their I was grounded and Raph had beaten me up, this time it was really bad my mouth was bleeding I had a black eye and light blueish violet scarlet color over my body as bruises, after Donnie was alright again he saw cuts and bruises all over me but didn't care to heal since Leo filled his mind with some bullshit lie but as he saw April caring and first aiding me he became an all caring affectionate brother again and offered help they bandaged most of my wounds up and Donnie was doing it carelessly and I think it was intentional. I was not allowed to train or go to the surface and those days were the horrible my brothers called pathetic names and picked on me

Leo was being a completely narcissist brother, he scolded me pointed my mistakes, Donnie was being ignorant and irritated when I walked into his lab, Raph was the worst of all he constantly call me names, since he can't beat me..
weak, horrible, injured, attention SEEKER, excuse of a baby brother, some ninja, knuckle head,useless worthless and the most berating sentence which destroyed me was...

I wish you never existed y don't you just fade away...

That broke me from that time I started cutting myself after a few days I healed but was thin my brothers might have noticed it but didn't say anything about it but on the other hand April knew something was wrong? One night it was really late and I was outside without my brothers knowing I was cutting myself as usual blood gushed out my skin with the smoothest flows ever dripping down on hard concrete floor leaving a satisfying sensation of pain. April caught me cutting myself and...

she helped me... she understood I told her everything and broke down crying on her arms she hugged me and helped me get through this she told me how cutting was a bad thing and effect my health and lifestyle she gave me therapies and I got better she promised me that she won't tell this to anyone. We met secretly at her apartment and I improved and got better eventually and...
Well no one knows till this days...

End of the flashback

He then looked at Blade who was snuggled up to me sleeping and leaning against his solder Mikey stroked his head and rubbed his thumb against his forehead and stroked his wolf ears. Blade looked up at him he really looked cute and was smiling a bit. He then held his arm gently and confronted him about the cut.

Blade was speechless for a moment but then he sighed and finally spoke up that his brother Zach and Horid had been hanging around with some shady people, one of the men has a filthy desire on him and tried to sexually assault him and the fact that the man is in his early twenties and Blade is still a juvenile, he told Horid and Zach about it but they just laughed at him and called him obnoxious and over thinker. This why he didn't wanted to hang out with them or they would make fun of him.

From that time he's cutting himself to bury the pain inside him.

Mikey was shocked and teary he then felt something in his checks they were tears "huh...tears?" Mikey thought, then more tears started coming down his checks. He hadn't really hit any sorrowful emotion but still his body functioned accordingly even though he wasn't sad from his heart but grieved from his brain.

The Happy pills surely gave Mikey virtual happiness but didn't took his recognization from what's happy or what's sad

Mikey didn't paid attention to it he was just looking at Blade who was still sobbing  he then hugged him and kissed his forehead lightly "Don't worry dude I got this I'll talk to Zach and Horid and say what you're going through..." they both snuggled up to each other nuzzling their cheeks and...

Times Skip

"Mikey, Blade we are back!" Zach announced "Mikey? Blade?..." Horid chinned in they came in and searched the living room finding no trace of them when suddenly Horid heard Zach "Horid come here quickly" he gestured "What,Za-" Zach put a finger on his lips and pointed to Blades room then they saw the most adorable thing ever Mikey and Blade snuggling up to each other and sleeping soundly.

Horid let out a small aww from his lips it was low enough not to wake them up. Zach smiled he was about to pull the blankets little more up...

But then he noticed something odd and unsettling....

Zach and Horid's eyes widen when they saw....

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What did Zach and Horid see? How will they react when they find out about Blades depression. Find out in the next episode of DBZ.   ‹;