My Digital Journal

My Heart Break QwQ

So as a young teen and all I obviously have experienced heart break at least one. Well in my case twice... but anyway. Besides the point on with le story!!

In 6th grade a boy had a crush on me. Or at least people told me he did. We ended up dating after a couple weeks. I was happy!!! I felt as if he cared for me and that he loved me. I felt as if I could turn to him if anything happened. And when you have repetitive night terrors, PTSD, and constant anxiety you might be very insecure and wanna talk to someone close. So after a couple weeks of dating someone told me he was cheating on me with my friend ( I'll call Friend : Hunter and I guess Ex #1 : Tristan not good at giving peeps names Oki... QwQ ) So I go to my friend May. I was practically begging for her to say "He would do no such thing!!" But instead I got a note from her dad. I will restate it because I have it on me now.
" To :  Izzy
From : May's Father
Dear Izzy, I am sorry to have to tell you this but the boy you've been seeing has been caught on my security footage making our with a boy. May tells me his name is 'Hunter *****' again I am so sorry."

I was in shock. My "boyfriend" cheated on me?...I was balling my eyes out. I wanted to just choke him out but that would not get me anywhere. The next day we broke up. After a week or two I find out that he changed the better and now is dating a nice girl named 'Kali'. We are still not friends but not total enemies either. Any now moving onto I'll call this pervert "Don."

So I come back to school after winter break hearing stuff about a "New Kid". I stay alone away from people the teachers respect that so my teacher let me choose a seat near the back projector. Then the new kid walks in. He was tall. Had dirty brown hair. He saw me in the back and gave me a look. Not a smile nothing bad but a look. If scared me for a second. So my friend Ivan was sitting next to me. As the teacher discussed stuff about this new k is me and Ivan just talked. "Hey Vanz." I whispered to him. "What's up Iz Biz?" He said with a little chuckle. He knows I don't like it when he calls me "Iz Biz" but I let him because he is my best friend to life!! So we chat for around five minutes till the new kid walks toward us. He sits next to me. I feel awkward and try to ignore him. Me and Ivan talk and soon enough he says something. "Hello. My name's Dominic but please call me Don." He smiles but I still am a bit anxious. "Im Ivan. Do you mind backing up a bit Izz is not really one to be close to strangers..." Ivan knows that so I nod wearing a nervous smile. "Oh...I'm sorry...." He says. He guilt trips me. IM WAS TOO NICE QWQ!!! "No no...I'm sorry...I'm Izzy." He smiles knowing he got what he wanted. Ivan didn't like him honestly neither did I. "Your kinda cute shortie~" It says on a note I'm my locker. I blushed. "I-Im not that short" I think to myself I take the note with me to class to talk to Ivan about it. He is not there. Probably late as usual. The teacher gets mad due to me ignoring her and drawing instead. It's boring honestly. I should have skipped 2 grades but I'm too young..."Hey shortie~" He whispered to me. IT WAS HIM!!! I Blushed out of embarrassment. "I-I'm not short!" I began to grow feelings but Ivan was sure to protect and warn me. Eventually he started calling me things like s*xy...I began to have panic attacks every day. He reminded me of my trauma. I needed him to go away! The next day he pinned me against a wall and kissed me!!! HE STOLE MY FIRST KISS!! I punched him across the face. It knocked him back a few steps. He then grabbed me and threw me to the ground kicking me. Kids where trying to make him stop. I had a bit of blood running down my mouth by the time the teacher came. I woke up at home. I seemed fine by my ribs hurt like hell. I soon found out was expelled. I was happy to hear that! After this I got the courage to tell them what happened to me when I was young. That leads me to now!! So that's about it on my story! Thank your for reading!! QwQ anyway im a just watch YouTube and draw here is some art... YEET