My Digital Journal

Sorry!!

Hello fellow readers and writers! I'm sorry if I have not been updating recently. They officially diagnosed my grandfather with cancer. There is no way around it. Right now I'm still sad that he won't see me at prom. Or see me graduate, see my home, my first car. But yeah. It's not fair. But i just need to move on I guess. I'm trying to be strong and help my mom but I just feel sad. I'm trying to be optimistic about this to raise her spirits and it seems to be working. I'm sorry I just had to put my feelings somewhere I just thought that the people that actually read this might wanna know why I may not post as often for some time. I will get over this eventually. Everybody's gotta die sometime. I just have to accept this. Many people think that "Nobody in the world knows how I feel." But that's just not true. I know that thousands of people know the feeling. Sorry for all this mushy stuff. Thank you all for understanding!! Just because I'm down doesn't mean I'll stop posting. It just means I won't be posting regularly. Thank you again and again. I am still taking ideas for stories. Like one-shots or Reader X Character. That type of stuff, I that writing lovey dovey stuff may get my mind off of this whole issue. Please I need ideas and your thoughts on this!! I'm not totally confident so yeah!! Again I know I said this twice but thank you!!!!