Just Talk

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Soooooooooooooooooooooo.....What is entertainment? Entertainment is whatever amuses you. So what amuses me? I'll tell you...






























Fried Chicken. UwU

But anyway. So I tried to you know lighten the mood for what I was about to say. My grandpa has a mass on his lung next to his heart. Doctors says he doesn't have more than a year. This news mainly effected his wife and my mother the most. Yes I'm sad. But I can't mourn forever. Eventually I will need to move on. But for now I just need to just do what I do. It makes me happy and helps me cope with my problems. I'm just sad. He didn't get to see my first car. Or come to my first prom. I'm still a young teen. And yet he is leaving. I don't wanna go to the funeral. I'm scared. I don't wanna just have to sit through all of it and here the sorrow of others. I know this is personal business but I just thought since this is my digital journal I could just let my feelings out. For now I just wanna keep writing/typing and drawing. Eventually the time will come when I must sit listening to the sorrow and let go.

Thank you for reading. I give special thanks to my IRL friend Sophie. She is there when I need her. And I special thanks to you the reading for reading. It gives me a sort of accomplished and happy feeling. It makes me happy and I'm just glad that there are people out there who get it. Also another thanks to my friendo on this app even if she doesn't know she is making me happy and lifting my spirit though this time. I think you know who you are friendo!! I love you all!! ( To girls No Homo ) ( To guys no hetero )

Just Some Quick Art. I Might Change It Later.

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