My Digital Journal

Just Me Ranting

Sorry but this is a rant.... Not about people digitally but about my mother. She keeps screaming at me and taking her anger out on me since my grandfather and stuff. She has been just using me as a personal punching bag saying things like "Well Fuck You!" ,"You so fucking stupid!" , "Quit being so useless!" And stuff. Yes I admit I cried but I try not to cry in front of her! I'm not about to give her the satisfaction of hurting me and seeing me in pain. She is nice to my brothers but she is a total ass to me. Why? She keeps ranting on how she wants to send me and my brothers to my dad and just give up on us. When my mother was pregnant for me my Father tried to kill my mom. So....getting this shit story together she wants to send me away to a man who tried to kill me even though I have pretty bad trauma that the doctors told her to go easy on me and be kind to me to help me out of depression. I'm skinny and short so about a year back the doctor says I have scoliosis......Yay.......it's just that life has been shitty and through all of that people on some story making site make me feel happier than my own parents!! I'm just grateful that I have the ability to be able to talk to such amazing heart warming people!! The people I'm following you should too!! They are amazing and so kind to me!! I'm happy that I stumbled across them!! Thank you to my followers!!!!!! And thanks for reading this hot mess of a rant. I appreciate you take time to read this! Anyway bye!