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2. Delusion

Stray kids Han Jisung x fem reader

Song: Don't want to Admit it

Lyric: How could I forget the day you lied to me.

Warning
· Vulgar Language
· Sexual themes
· Death and mention of suicide

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Y/N pov

I walked in our house hoping to find Jennie asleep instead I heard muffled moans on the background. Maybe she was watching something, I smirked at the thought. I dropped my bag and headed upstairs to her. Once I got closer I heard another voice which didn't seem to be coming from a computer. "Shh- try to be quiet she'll be here any minute." I slammed the door opened tears forming at the corner of my eyes. There she was my girlfriend with my best friend. Jimin got up and quickly changed as Jennie grabbed the blanket and walked towards me. "Y/N Its not what it looks like."
"Oh really cause to me it looks my girlfriend cheated on me with my best friend!?"
She clutched on to the blanket as she slightly sobbed.
"I can explain."
She tried to grab my arm but I backed up against the wall waiting for her explanation.

"I- I was just desperate for touch at the moment."

"Yet you called Jimin and not your girlfriend!?"

Jimin ran out of the room as soon as he was fully cloth and I tried to run behind him but she grabbed my arm.

"Please..stay."

"You should have thought about that before cheating on me."
I ran after him, he got onto his car ignoring my calls for him.

This is so frustrating I stopped running and I got in my car trying to wrap my mind on the situation. But I couldn't hold it my sight was begining to get blur from the emotions so I stopped the car at a near by lake. I got out of the car feeling suffocated I got on top of the rail and took in deep breaths hoping that it would stop the agonizing feeling.

"Please don't do it ." I turned around and found a cute boy around my age. I tried to open my mouth but I could only let out small whimpers. He continued to walked to me until he pulled my body to him we fell on the grass as I tried to grasp on the situation. He's gentle smile was almost healing to me I hugged him as I let myself go. "Why does it always happen to me? Am I really that hard to love?" I asked myself this, not expecting an answer from him he gently patted my head as I cried into his shoulders. "I wasn't trying to jump off I just needed some time away from my girl- I mean ex." I looked up at him he still had his smile from before. I felt safe with him, his arms wrapped around my shoulder and his warm scent. "I know we just meet but can I stay with you? I can't go back after she cheated on me."

"Yeah! You can I'm Jisung by the way."

"Right, my name is Y/N."

How could I just stay with a man I just meet. But for some reason I found comfort in his cute gummy smile.