Mario sighed before he closed his eyes "Do you still have feelings for him?" he asked.
I bit my lip "Does it really matter?"
Chasity Jones is not a teenager anymore, she is now a grown woman with big dreams and her whole life ahead of her. She's in...
I sighed as I sat back onto my bed, one hand in my pants while the other hand held my phone as I scrolled through Instagram. Saying that I'm in a bad mood would be a understatement.
Today is Chasity's birthday, and the last time I've really spoken to her was the day that everything went down at the mall. After dropping her off at her mother's house I tried calling and FaceTiming her later on that evening to try and talk things out with her, and in typical Chasity fashion she ignored me. So I tried texting her because I figured maybe she wasn't in the mood to verbally voice how she felt, and this is basically how the conversation went...
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At first I was going along with her little petty ass game and I said to myself 'well if she doesn't wanna talk to me, then I don't wanna talk to her either. Fuck that', so I stopped trying to reach out to her. But then I started missing her, and once I started missing her I tried to really sit back and think about why she wasn't talking to me. And after a few hours I thought long and hard about it and I came to the conclusion that....I was wrong.
I was wrong for what I said at the mall and I fucked up. Regardless of the fact that Mario said what he said about my mother Chasity was right, he got his ass whooped for disrespecting my mom and the situation should've just been deaded there. But I have a nasty temper, it's been like that since I was a little boy. People's words really get to me and they shouldn't, but they do. If somebody says one thing that I don't like I'm ready to fight... but I'm 28 years old now and I feel like I'm too old to be acting like that, which is why I've really been working hard to try and get my temper under control. And I think that I was doing good up until we saw Mario at the mall.
I just got pissed off when Mario was saying all that shit about Chasity, acting like he still had a chance with MY girl. Talking about she's his girlfriend and telling me to mind my business, and on top of that he was screaming out that he was gonna marry her. All that shit was tipping me over the edge, and him calling my mother a bitch was the final straw.
I guess I told Mario that Chasity cheated on him because I wanted to let him know that she didn't belong to him anymore and that she was mine now. I wanted him to get that message through his head because apparently Chasity breaking up with him didn't mean shit. I wanted him to know 'yeah, she broke up with you because she loves me, so fall back'. But I didn't think about how that would make Chasity feel once I said it. One thing I know about Chassy is that she has a strong guilty conscious, so I already know that her cheating on Mario made her feel bad but she couldn't stop because her heart truly belongs with me. But that didn't stop her from feeling bad, and I shouldn't have even brought it up. But I guess that I said it because my ego got in the way.
I sighed again as I continued to scroll through my social media, looking at the posts that everyone was posting wishing Chasity a happy birthday.
