Book 2 out!! And My depression problems

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Don't forget I have a book 2 now it's gonna be a long time skip also but I'm finishing the story at book 2. Imma have some problems with it cause since online classes started my depression is harder then ever and stress level is high. I had about 5 breakdowns now about my work and the pressure I get from my family. About 4 times I had suicidal thoughts and what makes it worse now is im having trouble sleeping from all the stress and depression. It's honestly really hard for me right now I feel like I'm trapped in a room that has 10+ locked doors infront of it from me escaping. My depression got to the point where I'm practically drowning in a ocean of it and I'm getting dragged down everyday. I told Vaikuntha420 and he's my bestfriend he's been there for me through everything. It's hard managing my life right now so much pressure from my teachers and parents I keep getting angry and upset over the littlest things now I'm not much happy like I was. poofballbear  was also there for me even thought I only met her at the beginning of school we became close and now bestfriends also She is also trying to help me through this and I'm grateful but sometimes I question myself. Why can't I just let go already? Why do you worry about me? What's the point of living? What's life?














Sorry for spilling this to you guys I just wanted to tell somebody about this. I'm sinking faster then ever 🙂 I want to leave but if I leave I'm leaving behind my memories, my family, my bestfriends, my dog, everything. Also I know I should have already posted this before I started book 2 >~<

 Also I know I should have already posted this before I started book 2 >~<

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