Enter Ecstasy [Haikyuu M/F reader One shot book]

☁️Bokuto x FTM reader pt1

no specification was made to me on the extent of trans this reader is so here is what I've chosen.

-is on T for years now

-No Surgeries

-does not wear or need a binder, they schedule workouts in a way they look like they're just muscle.

-wears a packer and practically never takes it off xD.

With that let's continue. NOTE: there is a specified hairstyle in this if you don't like the hair descriptions you can ignore them. 

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(Y/n) POV

I yawned scratching as I turned off my alarm clock. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes getting up and going to my bathroom washing my face to wake up. I turn and grin looking in the mirror. I can see how far I have come; jawline that wasn't very feminine but still on the small boy side, the undercut style I fluffed every day, The muscle neck that led to an even more muscular upper body, toned arms, and abs, and a masculine chest. I flexed in the mirror as my heart flutters with joy, being able to wake up every day and finally be able to look in the mirror is a dream come true. I never get mistaken for a girl anymore. Thankfully I don't have to worry about my family ratting me out, they didn't approve but I haven't seen or heard from them since middle school. They kicked me out and had me become a legal adult, so I could work and take care of myself, as a matter of fact, they told my whole family I was dead. Though I don't mind, I never really was close with any of them, I had always been the one they left out. I smile as I strip my lower half, since I really only sleep in shorts, and climb into the shower cleaning up.

I had changed my name the year after I was kicked out and started Testosterone to transition about the same time. My school didn't give me any trouble with it seeing as they knew my whole story, I was avoided by the other students or bullied, though it never really got to me, why should I care about the close-minded stupid children who can't get over themselves. I talked to my doctor about the fact that the majority of my dysphoria was in seeing myself and being misgendered. She told me after starting testosterone that I may want to start working out sort of like a bodybuilder. Often times even female bodybuilders don't have boobs unless they get plastic surgery they have what people these days call muscle tiddies. So from that moment on, I would go through my work shifts and school and any free time I had I devoted to working out. And I went far. In my last year of middle school, I ended up having to transfer schools due to job relocation. I ended up joining their volleyball club when this short ball of sunshine asked. I didn't see why it would be a problem. I worked hard and it was a bit stressful but I absolutely loved it. I got good at setting, receives, and serves though I could not spike for SHIT. I ended up missing the final tournament with them because I had to transfer once again due to work. The closest high school between my house and work was Fukurodani, where I go now, though it's only been 2 months since school started. I'm a first year. The team is really interesting and I get to do basic drills at practice, but they never really let me show what I've got. That's probably because most of the team already has really strong chemistry. Though I do try really hard. I need to start getting to know the others and actually try to communicate, which means I have to start letting people in.

I climb out of the shower drying off around wrapping my towel around my waist as I go to my closet and pull out my school uniform. With everything set, I make sure my packer is correctly placed and pack my backpack making sure that all of my school work is there as well as my gym bag. They were both small in comparison to most people's bags. I grab them and head out of my room, down the hall. I leave my bags in the living room before turning to the kitchen I make myself a light breakfast and pack a small bento. I eat and then put the bento in my school bag before picking it up with my gym bag. I look to get the keys and stop. I wanted to make an impression today right? I grabbed both sets of keys and my spare bag walking to the garage. I walk in locking the door behind me before turning on my light to grin at my baby.